Birthday '2011 - 1

Can you see my sad face in the picture above? Im really so sad that my blog visitors dropped until I really 'mou ngan tai', my visitors are getting lesser and lesser each day because my blog is almost dead. Im really so sorry to say that I really have nothing interesting to update about my boring life, I've not much entertainments besides working. Most of the time Im staying at my lovely room after I back from work and face my laptop, so lifeless.

So now, it's like finally I've something to update in my blog, it's my birthday. My birthday is actually on 28th of May, but I had already celebrated it with my college mates past two days. We had a really wonderful birthday dinner at The Garden Restaurant, I've never been to this restaurant before so this was my first time. I've to say that, I love the atmosphere and decorations of the restaurant so much, so classy and glamorous.

I was so happy during the whole celebration, I can still remember that our laughters could be heard all around the restaurant that night. =)

Let the pictures do the talk. =)

❖ My delicious Carbonara ❖

❖ This is me, the birthday girl with a big wide smile. ❖

❖ This was the rule - everyone must serve me with cake. ❖

~ Summer ~

~ Wing ~

~ Collin ~

❖ Group picture. ❖

❖ Lastly, a picture of our Dai Lou, Allen who was so busy with his camera that night. ❖

Am so looking forward to another two celebrations that going to happen tomorrow, can't wait! Stay tuned for the next birthday post, goodnight! =)

給男孩的話

男孩，

女孩在分手後，剛開始總會有很多很多的不捨，對女孩而言，要放棄一段經營了那麼久的感情，真的好難。

分手後，女孩還是會常常給男孩發簡訊打電話，嘗試挽回這一段得來不易的感情。女孩會很難過，只會不停不停的哭，天天以淚洗臉。這時候，只要男孩的一句話，女孩一定可以不顧一切甚至放下所有的尊嚴回到男孩的身邊，就真的只需要一句話。

直到女孩的每一封簡訊，每一通電話都得不到任何回應的時候，不知從哪一天開始，女孩不再給男孩發簡訊，也不再給男孩打電話了。並不是女孩已經不愛男孩了，只是女孩累了。並不是不難過了，只是流淚的次數變少了。

然後，女孩對男孩的愛，開始一點一點的慢慢減少。直到有一天，女孩不再為男孩哭了，女孩甚至找回了從臉上消失好久好久的笑容，因為女孩已經深深的把男孩埋進了回憶里。女孩振作了起來，女孩開始了自己的新生活，在生活中每天都會遇上不一樣的人。女孩的世界變大了，不必再每天只傻傻的繞著男孩打轉，每一天都在忙碌的快樂著，只是偶爾還會想起男孩，就只是偶爾會想起而已。

如果這時候男孩後悔了，女孩也不會再回到男孩的身邊了，因為女孩對男孩的愛早就消失得無影無蹤了，剩下的也只是那一些只能留在過去的回憶。




男孩，

或許你總是覺得身邊這個女孩已經變得不可愛了，或許溫柔的小乖貓真的很有吸引力。但是男孩你必須知道，這個不可愛的女孩總是那麼坦蕩蕩的將喜怒哀樂反映在臉上，因為女孩知道兩個人在一起就應該坦承相對，不該有任何的隱瞞，甚至只是小小的情緒。或許小乖貓看起來真的很討人喜愛，但這樣的溫柔這樣的可愛，都只是小乖貓拼命的偽裝，除非小乖貓真可以繼續做作的裝一輩子，否則等到這只小乖貓發狂似的把你爪得遍體鱗傷的時候，後悔就已經來不及了。

Happily Ever After

When I was young, I always thought that my life will be like a fairytale, which the world is always beautiful, angels are around, and I'll meet my prince charming once I grow up and we will then live happily ever after. But when I grow up day by day, my dream slowly break into pieces because of all of the realities that I face in the real world.

Every little thing seems to be so complicated, they are no more as simple as ABC or 123, we have to always be strong and try harder and harder to solve every problems in our life or else they might just kill us back anytime. When we grow up, there are so many things that we have to always worry about, such as relationship, work, money and so on.

I always wonder why my life is always so dramatic, I always expect that I would have a very very simple life, but why do I have to always face things that other people will barely face in their lives? Why do I have to worry about things that people at my age don't have to worry about? I don't know for how many times I have been telling myself that this is all planned by God, He planned it this way because he believes that I'm able to go through all these up and down in my life. Maybe this is just an excuse because I don't even know if God really exist, but this is the only way to comfort myself a little bit.

If my life can never be like a fairytale, can I at least have a happily-ever-after-ending?