When I was young, I always thought that my life will be like a fairytale, which the world is always beautiful, angels are around, and I'll meet my prince charming once I grow up and we will then live happily ever after. But when I grow up day by day, my dream slowly break into pieces because of all of the realities that I face in the real world.
Every little thing seems to be so complicated, they are no more as simple as ABC or 123, we have to always be strong and try harder and harder to solve every problems in our life or else they might just kill us back anytime. When we grow up, there are so many things that we have to always worry about, such as relationship, work, money and so on.
I always wonder why my life is always so dramatic, I always expect that I would have a very very simple life, but why do I have to always face things that other people will barely face in their lives? Why do I have to worry about things that people at my age don't have to worry about? I don't know for how many times I have been telling myself that this is all planned by God, He planned it this way because he believes that I'm able to go through all these up and down in my life. Maybe this is just an excuse because I don't even know if God really exist, but this is the only way to comfort myself a little bit.
If my life can never be like a fairytale, can I at least have a happily-ever-after-ending?
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