everyday is like sundae

；清者自清

2011-11-30T21:23:00.001+08:00

並非所有事情都需要去解釋
沈默並非默認

真相只要留給自己

寂；不寂寞

2011-11-21T11:11:00.001+08:00

不知道從甚麼時候開始，我變了，變得不一樣了。或許，這就是所謂的成長吧，每個人一生必須經歷的一個階段。

曾經，我是一個很害怕寂寞的人。家人之間都各忙各的，沒甚麼時間溝通，一個人在房間里面對著四面強，那種被寂寞慢慢吞食的感覺實在好可怕。為了不讓自己感覺寂寞，跟朋友掛在網上聊天變成了我生活中不可或缺的一部分；當沒有人可以陪我聊天的時候，我就會開始寫部落格，這樣一天的時間很快就會過去，寂寞的時間也會少一點。

自從離開家裡，一個人到外面生活，身邊沒有了熟悉的臉孔，沒有了扎實的依靠，我更是不想讓自己的生活跟寂寞沾上邊。工作的確填充了我的生活好大一部分，可是工作以外的時間，除了自己，還是只有自己。就這樣，我慢慢的跟酒精變成了好朋友，因為它可以讓我暫時忘掉所有的不愉快，倒頭大睡，一覺就是到天亮，然後又開始忙碌的一天。因為當你想要傾訴卻沒人可以傾訴的時候，把自己灌醉然後莫名奇妙的抱著枕頭大吼，這是唯一的解脫。這或許聽起來很消極，不過這就是我唯一能夠讓自己得到一點點安慰的方式。

或許是慢慢的習慣了一個人，現在的我，好像沒那麼害怕寂寞了；甚至有時候還跟寂寞變成了朋友。手機不再讓我愛不釋手，枕頭不再無辜的被我亂K亂吼，鏡子也不需要再跟我演對手戲。回到一個人的房間里，就算靜靜的躺在床上，一動也不動的看著天花板，我也可以覺得那是人生一大享受。多數的時間都把自己裹在被窩里追看偶像劇，雖然有時候好笑的情節沒人分享只能自己白癡的大笑，感人的情節只能自己抱著膝蓋陪著男女主角流淚；但是我不知道發了甚麼神經開始享受這樣的生活。

放工後的時間，只想箭步衝回家享受一個人的空間，不會再像以前那樣跟一群朋友鬼混到深夜才回家。而且慢慢的我也發現，很多事情我可以不用他人陪伴，也可以自己一個人完成。其實一個人，也沒有自己想像中的可怕，有時候自己一個人反而自在一點。

或許有時候，我還是會需要人陪，但是現在的我，已經有能力面對寂寞，跟它和平相處。至少我知道，我一個人，也是可以好好的。＝）

做自己；

2011-10-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

比起裙子，我更加喜歡丹寧褲的舒服自在；

比起高跟鞋，我更喜歡平底鞋的輕盈步伐；

比起化妝，我更喜歡素顏的毫無掩飾；

我就是那種大喇喇的女生，

喜歡大聲說話、放聲的笑、盡情的玩鬧；

喜歡大步大步的走、喜歡大口大口的吃；

頭髮總是那麼凌亂、穿著總是那麼隨性；

總是不在狀況內；

總是沒頭沒腦的傻笑；

總是走路的時候發呆；

總是隨時隨地哼著歌；

總是無緣無故皺起眉頭；

不再為任何人改變，

我就只想舒舒服服的、做自己！

＝）

My Boyfriend ♥

2011-10-05T01:28:00.002+08:00

My friends always ask me why am I seems to be so busy recently, seldom update my life on Blog, Twitter, Facebook, etc. Im busy with my work all the time, beside working, I spend most of my time with my lovely Boyfriend ♥. Im very sure that all of you are curious about who my boyfriend is since I've been being low profile for quite a long time, I don't even update my bestfriends about my life, only one of my colleague knows everything about me. =)

So yeah, I have to say that I can't live without my Boyfriend, seriously. I need him every morning once I open my eyes, I need him to accompany me whenever Im free, I need him every night before I hit the bed, I need him all the time. He is so damn important to me, whenever he's not with me, I feel really uncomfortable.

Okay okay, too much crap I know. So now let me reveal my Boyfriend.........

my Boyfriend is.......my iPHONE4! ta-dahhhhhh!

Hey, don't show me that dew face yea! I know this isn't really funny but I just want to bring my dead blog alive again, just to make some fun so that you guys don't feel bored reading my blog. Seriously, I don't think that those who are using iPHONE can live without their phone. You can see people bringing their charger or external charger wherever they go, I admit that Im one of the iPHONE user who brings my charger along all the time. Because one your iPHONE is dead, you will start feeling lifeless, this is true!

So now you know why Im always busy that I don't even have time to update my blog, because my Boyfriend is too tempting, I can't control myself to not stick with him. Worse still, I dumped Toby (Macbook Pro) because of my new Boyfriend, feel so guilty but I just can't help falling in love with my new Boyfriend.

Let me share some of the things that I always do with my Boyfriend, I think most of the iPHONE users do the same with their 'Boyfriends' too.

FACEBOOK - I think this is the only social website that I update more often compare to others, search for Nicco Tou to get to my profile, but Im sorry to say that I only approve friends that I really know in real life, wanna be low profile marrr.
WHATSAPP - Im still prefer Whatsapp compare to other messaging apps, using it all the time to contact with my friends.
TWITTER - I used to tweet from day to night last time, I don't know why I just lost the passion in tweeting. What I do everyday is just reading people's tweets and retweet those nice one, only tweet when Im in the mood. I will try to tweet more. Search for 'niccotou' if you feel like following me.
INSTAGRAM - This apps is awesome! You can easily adding effect to your photos and share it with your friends, for people who love photography like me, you will sure like this apps. Beside sharing my photos, I enjoy looking at photographs taken by other awesome users. Search for 'nicco_tou' to follow me on instagram.
FRUIT NINJA - Im crazy over this game, seriously. I play it whenever I feel bored, there are other games installed on my phone but still I play Fruit Ninja all the time and never get bored.

See, I have so much things to do with my Boyfriend everyday, 24 hours a day is not enough for me. But start from today onwards, I will try my best not to stick too much with my Boyfriend, I wanna blog more, wanna bring my dead blog alive again.

Woootsss! This is finally a proper post on my blog, hope you enjoy reading. Stay tuned to my next post, goodnight! =)

有時候；

2011-09-25T17:03:00.001+08:00

有時候；
會突然想放自己一個長假，
背著我的相機，
一個人漫無目的地走，
不需要煩惱下一站去哪裡，
不需要擔心迷失方向，
就只是不停不停地走下去，
把每一個片刻用相機記錄下來，
感受每一個地點不同的空氣，
看看不同的人，
走走不同的路，
說說不同的話。

有時候；
我就想這樣。

好久不見

2011-09-06T23:11:00.002+08:00

好久不見，真的好久、好久⋯⋯

問我最近好不好；
說不上好，也說不上不好。
問我去了哪裡；
其實沒去哪裡，一直在這裡。

消失的這一個月；
因為忙碌，忙得實在沒時間。
因為混亂，太多事情在一瞬間起了變化。
因為低調，不想讓任何人得知我的生活。
因為害怕，思緒與文字成了最熟悉的陌生人。

總之；我，還是好好的。
下一篇，不會讓你們久等了。＝）

；發泄

2011-07-31T00:55:00.000+08:00

說真的好想找個人來發泄一下我心中所有所有的不滿
可是又怕被我找上的這個人會覺得當我朋友好可憐
所以最後還是乖乖的在這裡用文字發泄咯

為了一群莫名奇妙的顧客加班到將近十一點
沒有hit到target也就算了
最氣人的就是她們試了幾百件衣服最後只買了兩件
（其實沒有幾百件啦只是誇張法誇張法嘻嘻）
真的是氣啊～～～～～

再來就是想起昨天晚上發生的事情
真的是沒臉見人啊～～～～～
有股衝動想把昨天在場的人統統殺人滅口的說
這真的是我這輩子最後悔最後悔的一天丫
嗚哇哇哇～～～～～

發泄完畢
繼續唱歌兒去～～～ ♥

；變了

2011-07-27T18:02:00.000+08:00

或許我的確變了
不管是樣貌或是心靈上的改變

或許我的改變
讓你們覺得我變得好陌生
但至少我變得快樂了

我可以甚麼都不要
；不要愛情
；不要金錢
；不要名利
但我不可以失去了快樂

我很好
；現在的我比從前更快樂

；正能量

2011-07-26T01:49:00.000+08:00

意外的發現自己對於太多太多的事物

已經失去了當初的熱誠

快樂再不是快樂

難過也說不上多難過

笑容不真實

淚水不誠實

心臟像被注射了超強麻醉藥

麻木到不行

看過的過目即忘

聽過的聽了就算

靈魂早脫了窗任由這空殼行尸走肉

車子有路燈船隻有燈塔

我要的不多一點光一點正能量

；失眠

2011-07-18T01:11:00.000+08:00

忘了有多久沒有失眠了

幾乎已經忘了失眠到底是怎麼樣的感覺

今晚我到底怎麼了

怎麼就這樣失眠了

好多好多混亂的感覺

在我的每一個細胞里打轉

折磨了我的睡意

；同類

2011-07-07T20:41:00.000+08:00

我承認我跟鴕鳥的確是同類

遇到難題的時候我們都只會逃避

當發現敵人出現了就會找一個安全的地方

然後把頭深深的埋進土裡

假裝自己看不見聽不著

眼睜睜的看著敵人把屬於或是不屬於自己的

統統奪走

不去爭取不去把握

因為知道自己根本沒有那樣的資格

所以只好默默的；認輸；讓愛

；空白

2011-07-02T04:10:00.001+08:00

累了就該停下腳步放棄追逐

屬於你的不管過了多久仍然會為你停留在原地

不屬於你的你怎麼捉也捉不住

或許有些＿＿可以換來幸福

或許有些＿＿經得起時間的考驗

update大家

2011-06-27T10:21:00.000+08:00

就像題目所說的，我失蹤了那麼久，是時候來update大家了。

因為家裡電話費沒人還，所以最近都沒辦法上網更新部落。雖然有iphone，可是我住的這一區網路真的好差，3g的速度真是慢到不行。所以啊，最近的生活真的是宅到不行，不是拼命的用iphone切水果射波波，就是拼命的褒港劇。加上最近有個漂亮的長腿小姐無家可歸必須暫時跟我擠一間房，所以最近我這只夜貓都很早上床睡覺，生活是健康到～

好期待明天的旅行，好久都沒有好好放鬆去一趟旅行了，而且還好幸運的請到假。回來後再想辦法跟你們分享我的旅程吧。=）

是時候準備離開我的被窩準備上班了，have a nice day！=）

；麵包車

2011-06-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

最近因為一些人一些事一些話

我想起了好多好多小時候的事

撇開那些不開心的不說

認真想起來我的童年還蠻值得回味的

想起小時候的夢想其實還蠻好笑的

小時候那種鄉村地方總會有賣麵包的麵包車

小時候的我就夢想著擁有一台麵包車

裡面裝是大大小小不同口味的麵包

然後麵包車有可愛的音樂

如果有機會變老或許我會實現這個夢想吧

開著自己喜歡的麵包車聽者最喜歡的可愛音樂

每個早晨到住宅附近繞一繞

還可以看見好多好多可愛的小朋友

看他們手裡握著麵包滿足的笑臉

那種感覺應該會很幸福吧

＝）

；亂

2011-06-13T00:16:00.000+08:00

前方的路還很漫長我們總要不停不停的往前走

總要從挫折與失敗中學習成長

一個人走完屬於自己的這段路程

太多太多的絕望與失望壓得我幾乎快要喘不過氣

下定決心的事情還需要太多太多的勇氣

猶豫不決只能留在原地停滯不前

不甘的情緒狠狠地散落一地卻又無能為力

承受不起背叛或許就該勇敢的以背叛反擊

是對是錯都已無所謂

與其懦弱的承受委屈不如勇敢的捍衛自尊

F for FREEDOM

2011-06-08T01:19:00.000+08:00

I've my life, and now I want all my freedom back.

I'm tired of all these shits and dramas.

Birthday '2011 - 3

2011-06-05T00:17:00.000+08:00

這一年的生日，是最快樂、最充實、最難忘的。第一次，在一次生日里慶祝了6次。雖然以往總是會吹三次蛋糕、許三個願望，而今年卻各少了一次，但快樂卻是有增無減的。

我感激，感激這些出現在我生命里的人，是你們給了我快樂，給了我難忘的回憶。因為有了你們，原本應該是一個人的我，寂寞的生活有了不少陪伴與依靠。

我的生日；快樂。＝）

Birthday '2011 - 2

2011-06-03T12:42:00.000+08:00

So sorry that I didn't get to update my blog often as what I've promised, but I'll try my best to get you guys more and more interesting posts. As you know, I'm always busy with my work, beside working there are always so many dates waiting for me. So, please forgive me for not blogging often kay.

Well, let's talk about my birthday celebrations that happened on 27th of May. I had two celebrations that night, and the first one was with my highschool besties.

❖ My highschool besties - Yee Chen & Yong Yong ❖

We had a very simple dinner at Ichiban Ramen that night, there was not much about birthday celebrations instead of a simple gathering with them. Since we don't get to meet very often cause we all have to busy with our college life or working life everyday, we talked a lot that night just to keep each other update about everything happened in life.

After dinner, I brought them to Chatime because I wanted them to try out the awesome bubble tea that I ever had. ( I'm really so sad to hear the news about Chatime recently, because of the stupid chemicals that contain in the ingredients, I have to stop drinking Chatime everyday. ) Anyway, since we didn't know about the news that night, we enjoyed our drinks very much that night.

❖ Our drinks, Vanilla Milk Tea with pudding is my all time favourite! =D ❖

❖ Yong Yong ❖

❖ Yee Chen ❖

❖ My Boyfriend ❖

❖ And me, the birthday girl. =) ❖

❖ Three of us with our big wide smile. =) ❖

As what I've already mentioned, there were two celebrations that night. So, the celebration after that was with my colleagues and their boyfriends and friends. We celebrated my birthday at one of the theme restaurant which located at Cheras - Fun OK.

❖ Colleague 1 - Sasa ❖

❖ Colleague 2 - Ceci ❖

❖ Colleague 3 - Eileen ❖

❖ Colleague 4 - Yunn ❖

❖ My birthday cake from our favourite bakery - RT. ❖

❖ All pretty girls from Icon Fashion. =) ❖

❖ He was my birthday present that night! =D ❖

( Tried to stand on the cushion so that I wont look so short beside him, but FAILED! )

❖ Me with all the handsome guys, they are all one-head-taller than me. =( ❖

Here are some pictures we took in the restaurant that night. =)

- End of the post -

- Hope you guys enjoyed reading it -

Birthday '2011 - 1

2011-05-26T23:37:00.001+08:00

Can you see my sad face in the picture above? Im really so sad that my blog visitors dropped until I really 'mou ngan tai', my visitors are getting lesser and lesser each day because my blog is almost dead. Im really so sorry to say that I really have nothing interesting to update about my boring life, I've not much entertainments besides working. Most of the time Im staying at my lovely room after I back from work and face my laptop, so lifeless.

So now, it's like finally I've something to update in my blog, it's my birthday. My birthday is actually on 28th of May, but I had already celebrated it with my college mates past two days. We had a really wonderful birthday dinner at The Garden Restaurant, I've never been to this restaurant before so this was my first time. I've to say that, I love the atmosphere and decorations of the restaurant so much, so classy and glamorous.

I was so happy during the whole celebration, I can still remember that our laughters could be heard all around the restaurant that night. =)

Let the pictures do the talk. =)

❖ My delicious Carbonara ❖

❖ This is me, the birthday girl with a big wide smile. ❖

❖ This was the rule - everyone must serve me with cake. ❖

~ Summer ~

~ Wing ~

~ Collin ~

❖ Group picture. ❖

❖ Lastly, a picture of our Dai Lou, Allen who was so busy with his camera that night. ❖

Am so looking forward to another two celebrations that going to happen tomorrow, can't wait! Stay tuned for the next birthday post, goodnight! =)

給男孩的話

2011-05-12T23:39:00.000+08:00

男孩，

女孩在分手後，剛開始總會有很多很多的不捨，對女孩而言，要放棄一段經營了那麼久的感情，真的好難。

分手後，女孩還是會常常給男孩發簡訊打電話，嘗試挽回這一段得來不易的感情。女孩會很難過，只會不停不停的哭，天天以淚洗臉。這時候，只要男孩的一句話，女孩一定可以不顧一切甚至放下所有的尊嚴回到男孩的身邊，就真的只需要一句話。

直到女孩的每一封簡訊，每一通電話都得不到任何回應的時候，不知從哪一天開始，女孩不再給男孩發簡訊，也不再給男孩打電話了。並不是女孩已經不愛男孩了，只是女孩累了。並不是不難過了，只是流淚的次數變少了。

然後，女孩對男孩的愛，開始一點一點的慢慢減少。直到有一天，女孩不再為男孩哭了，女孩甚至找回了從臉上消失好久好久的笑容，因為女孩已經深深的把男孩埋進了回憶里。女孩振作了起來，女孩開始了自己的新生活，在生活中每天都會遇上不一樣的人。女孩的世界變大了，不必再每天只傻傻的繞著男孩打轉，每一天都在忙碌的快樂著，只是偶爾還會想起男孩，就只是偶爾會想起而已。

如果這時候男孩後悔了，女孩也不會再回到男孩的身邊了，因為女孩對男孩的愛早就消失得無影無蹤了，剩下的也只是那一些只能留在過去的回憶。

男孩，

或許你總是覺得身邊這個女孩已經變得不可愛了，或許溫柔的小乖貓真的很有吸引力。但是男孩你必須知道，這個不可愛的女孩總是那麼坦蕩蕩的將喜怒哀樂反映在臉上，因為女孩知道兩個人在一起就應該坦承相對，不該有任何的隱瞞，甚至只是小小的情緒。或許小乖貓看起來真的很討人喜愛，但這樣的溫柔這樣的可愛，都只是小乖貓拼命的偽裝，除非小乖貓真可以繼續做作的裝一輩子，否則等到這只小乖貓發狂似的把你爪得遍體鱗傷的時候，後悔就已經來不及了。

Happily Ever After

2011-05-09T00:42:00.001+08:00

When I was young, I always thought that my life will be like a fairytale, which the world is always beautiful, angels are around, and I'll meet my prince charming once I grow up and we will then live happily ever after. But when I grow up day by day, my dream slowly break into pieces because of all of the realities that I face in the real world.

Every little thing seems to be so complicated, they are no more as simple as ABC or 123, we have to always be strong and try harder and harder to solve every problems in our life or else they might just kill us back anytime. When we grow up, there are so many things that we have to always worry about, such as relationship, work, money and so on.

I always wonder why my life is always so dramatic, I always expect that I would have a very very simple life, but why do I have to always face things that other people will barely face in their lives? Why do I have to worry about things that people at my age don't have to worry about? I don't know for how many times I have been telling myself that this is all planned by God, He planned it this way because he believes that I'm able to go through all these up and down in my life. Maybe this is just an excuse because I don't even know if God really exist, but this is the only way to comfort myself a little bit.

If my life can never be like a fairytale, can I at least have a happily-ever-after-ending?

Swim.Swim.Swim

2011-05-02T20:49:00.001+08:00

Woke up very very early in the morning and went to Sunway Lagoon with my lovely boyfriend and friends, had a very awesome time with them though my skin color is few tones darker now after staying under the hot sun for the whole long day. The boyfriend's condition is even worse, he got terrible sunburn on his shoulder. This is the second time I visit Sunway Lagoon, the first time was about 10 years ago, kinda unbelievable right since my hometown is very near to Sunway. This is also the first time I went there with my boyfriend, very memorable.

We had been playing like a kids for the whole long day, specially the boyfriend and I. When my friends decided to go back around 5, the boyfriend and I still not willing to leave the wonderful world. We stay there for 1 more hour, play all the games that we haven't play and swim again in the pool. How badly I hope that I can stay there forever and not leaving, ahaha just kidding.

Lastly, these are the souvenirs I got from Sunway Lagoon, two cute watches. I never had the habit of wearing a watch on my wrist, but I will start wearing them more often from now onwards because they can always remind me of all the memorable moments that we had today. =)

Quotes 3 - 順其自然（黄小琥）

2011-04-27T18:30:00.000+08:00

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Quotes 2

2011-04-23T23:01:00.003+08:00

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；听天由命

2011-04-23T00:09:00.000+08:00

它一直跟了我好多好多年

只是一直以来我都没认真的重视过它的存在

一直以为它有一天会消失

没想到的是它却在一天一天的长大着

而且开始对我闹别扭了

就连我也无法继续无视它的存在

坏消息

无论我多么诚心的祈祷最后还是坏消息

现在的我只望不需要进手术室

只望不需要在身上动刀

一切都只能听天由命

Quotes 1

2011-04-22T11:37:00.001+08:00

這是一些我自己自製的小短語，分享上來讓大家可以用來佈置自己的部落，也歡迎大家幫我分享出去。會繼續製作更多哦，希望你們會喜歡。

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；那年的我們

2011-04-19T20:13:00.000+08:00

你到底去了哪裡

在世界的哪一個角落哪一座城市

能不能讓我們再一次相遇

相遇在我們以前常聚的星巴克

我不願相信那個夢是真的

因為夢境往往都是現實的反面

你只是消失了暫時的

如果死亡那將會是永遠的分開

可是為甚麼你就這樣消失了

我還沒從你身上學會怎麼泡咖啡

我還有好多好多的心事還沒跟你說

我還沒來得及讓你看見我嫁人

我還沒來得及看見我的未來大嫂

可是你就這樣消失了

我們不是感情最好的兄妹嗎

為甚麼你就這樣消失了

忆

2011-04-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

一个人独自在两个人的回忆里游走

思绪被寂寞用力的拉扯

在回忆里不停徘徊

一个人沉默着

紧紧的抓着回忆死死不放

压抑不住的心痛

和散落一地的想念

原来的坚强都变得苍白无力

回忆；仅仅是用来回忆的

10 Things I Hate About My Appearance

2011-04-13T19:41:00.000+08:00

✖1 - FOREHEAD
I have a very very short forehead, it's only two inches long, no no it's not long at all it's damn short! I always wish that I could have a high forehead, because I think girls with high forehead look prettier. I also found out that girls with high forehead can always have nice bang.

✖2 - EYEBROWS
I can never have balance eyebrows, like seriously! No matter how many times I try, I can never make my eyebrows balance. Besides, my eyebrows are so thick and dark, it looks damn weird when my hair color is brown and my eyebrows are black, that's why I have to always use eyebrow pencil to lighten it.

✖3 - NOSE
I have a super super flat nose, flat like a piece of paper! Because of my stupid flat nose, my face looks like the moon from the side view, seriously! I always tell my friends that I must go for a plastic surgery to get myself a perfect nose, I'm serious, I must!

✖4 - SHOULDER
Even I'm thin, but I always look so strong because of my wide shoulder. Regretted for pumping too much last time, how badly I wish I could turn back time and not doing any exercises that will make my shoulder wider.

✖5 - BOOBS
I know I should be happy that I have boobs, I'm already way better than girls who only have flat breast. But still, I wish they are not that small sometimes, I always wish they could grow a little bit bigger. I feel awkward like every time when I buy my bras, because every time I've to tell the salesgirl that "give me the smallest size please".

✖6 - NAILS
My nails are so unhealthy and ugly, they always break into few layers. Maybe I should blame myself, because I'm so lazy to take care of my nails, I never do any treatment to polish and protect my nails, what I ever apply on my nails is nail polish which will hurt my nails even more. That's why I can never have beautiful long nails, once they grow a little longer they will then start breaking into few layers and I'll have to cut them off.

✖7 - CRUS
Because of the physical training I had during highschool, I have very muscular crus. It makes my legs look shorter always, and I can never wear skinny jeans because my crus are too muscular. My legs will be even uglier while wearing heels, the muscles on my crus will be more obvious, that's why you can barely see me wearing heels.

✖8 - ARMS
Just like what I've already mentioned just now, my arms are so muscular because of physical training as well. And I really wanna blame all those magazines and newspaper that taught people to do those stupid exercises to have slim arms. Because of those exercises, my arms is not slimmer but more muscular, damn it!

✖9 - CORNEAS
People always say that I have a pair of beautiful big eyes, but for those who ever seen me without make up and contact lens, they know that I don't have beautiful eyes. I've big eyes, but they are not beautiful at all. The most terrible problem about my big eyes is, my corneas are very small. Maybe the size of my corneas is very normal, but it looks smaller than anybody else because my eyes are big, you know what I mean? So I do really want to thank the greatest person in the world who invented contact lens which can make my corneas look bigger! Thank you so much though I don't know who you are!

✖10 - HEIGHT
The last thing I hate about my appearance is my height. To be informed that I'm only 158cm tall, and I always wish that I could be at least 165cm. Because of my height, my kid-like-face and my kid-like-voice, people always show me a super-unbelievable-face when I tell them I'm already 20 years old. No matter how I dress, I can never look like 20, sad case!

That's all I hate about my appearance. Before I end this post, let me tell you one thing I love about my appearance : I LOVE MY HAIR ♥

FCUK U!

2011-04-13T16:44:00.000+08:00

I actually have another pending post, but I suddenly remember about something and I wanna post it before the post that I've just mentioned. It's just simply because the story that I'm going to tell you is much more interesting than the pending post, I think.

Okay, so let me start the story now.

After few weeks I moved into my new house, I decided to cook by myself instead of having meals outside everyday. So there was one time, it was also the first time I cook in the kitchen, I've no enough bowls (I have only one, another was at my work place), so my boyfriend decided to use one of the tenant's bowl which he placed it in the kitchen. Okay, maybe that was our fault because we didn't inform that tenant or get permission from him, and also we didn't really know whose the bowl belongs to so we just used it like that. So yeah, a girl (tenant's girlfriend) saw us cooking that night, and I can tell you I know who are the owners of the bowl now - tenant and his girlfriend.

Curious that why I'm so sure that they are the owners? Okay, let me tell you. The second day when I wanted to cook, I realized that they kept all the dishware and dishwasher, and everything they placed in the kitchen back into their room. I know that there are so many kinds of people in this world, and probably they are the selfish kind of people, so I didn't really care much about it. The boyfriend and I buy everything we need by ourselves then, no more using their things since that.

Well, there's one thing I hate about them. They always don't wash their dishware after used, worst still they always left their dishware in the sink for two days. I'm not kidding, TWO DAYS! At first, I don't really care how long they wanna left their dishware in the sink, I closed one eye, because there are two sinks in the kitchen, I can use another one. Even there was one time, the boyfriend and I helped them to wash their pot and bowls when we were washing mine. Until last week, I found that they used my dishware and left them there for days after using it like usual. The worst part is, both sinks were full of all their used dishware! Oh well, you were so selfish that you don't willing to share your things with other but then you used mine? And you never thought that people need to use the sinks that you just left your used dishware in the sinks like that?! WHAT THE HELL?! Fine, I closed one eye again.

Last night, I received a message from my landlord saying that one of the tenant complained that we didn't close the kitchen door while cooking. Excuse me, I close the door very well every time, even I turn on the exhaust fan and open the windows very wide, and now the fcuking tenant complained that I didn't close the door? FCUK U! When you were cooking, I can smell your food and the smoke from my room as well, but why I never complain you uhhh?! FCUK U!

Well, I can never stand people wronged me, so I told my landlord that I did close the kitchen door every time. Then, I also complained that the tenant always left his used dishware in the sink for days. The world is so mean, sometimes I've to be so mean as well. Just like what I always say, don't ever thought that a girl with a cute face like me will never revenge!

I was so happy when I receive a reply from my landlord saying that he had already warned that tenant and wanted me to keep him inform if that tenant repeats the same mistake again, he'll ask him to move out from the house. Hooooooooray!

Remember, how you treat people, they will treat you the same way. =)

Be Yourself

2011-04-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

Girl, since you can never be like me, why don't you just be yourself? Stop denying that you're copying me because everybody knows about it and everybody is talking about it, you're just making it too obvious. What's so fun having the same hairstyle, same make up, same outfit with me? You even follow the way I edit my pictures?

Come on, be nobody but yourself in the world, do your best and show everybody you're who you are instead of someone's shadow. You were born an original, why do you want to be a copy?

Be yourself!

8 Things Of The Day

2011-04-10T00:21:00.000+08:00

Seriously, I don't really know what to do with this post.

I don't feel sleepy now, I've nothing to do now, and most importantly, I think I should keep my blog updates.

Okay, so let's just talk about 8 random things that happened on me today.

➀ Dropped my toothbrush into the toilet bowl.

➁ Had nasi lemak for my breakfast.

➂ My uniform for today was a very girlish dress.

➃ Had lunch with the boyfriend during my break time for the first time.

➄ I skipped my dinner.

➅ Watched a new movie with my friends.

➆ Nearly dropped my hair band into the toilet bowl.

➇ Updating my blog.

i love nikon ♥

2011-04-08T20:15:00.000+08:00

Was so bored and I'm still bored right now, found these batch of pictures which taken last morning before I went to work. This tee was given by the boyfriend because the size is too small for him, and I really love this tee so much, simply because there's a image of Nikon vintage camera on it. If only I were rich enough, I'll collect all Nikon cameras. =)

I LOVE NIKON ♥

Dinner with Loves

2011-04-08T17:51:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, the boyfriend will come over to my place and have dinner with me, since sometimes we don't feel like spending money or eat outside food, I'll then prepare wonderful dinner for him. =)

Yesterday, I decided to cook Tom Yam Steamboat because I've some steamboat ingredients that still left in my refrigerator which my friends and I couldn't finish during the steamboat party the day before.

#1 - Tadahhhhh, Tom Yam Steamboat in progress. =D

#2 - Almost done! =D

#3 - Ready to serve!

ps. 'Seafood Toufu' is my all time favourite! =)

#4 - The boyfriend's stomach is triple from mine, so I've to cook another big bowl of Tom Yam noodles for him. XD

Pictures of US. =)

#5 - Once he starts eating, he can never stop. Even when I wanna take picture, he'll never willing to put down his spoon! XD

#6 - Nahhh, am not lying right! XD

BONUS Picture! =)

#7 - This picture was taken few days ago when we were having our mee goreng, yumm yummmm! =D

ps. dinner with the love ones always taste better. =)

Long Fringe

2011-04-04T00:37:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, it's really annoying that my fringe grows real slow, it's like it takes years to grow one inch you know. My fringe is much more shorter than what you can see from the picture above, that's my hair from the side and it looks really like I've long fringe in the picture. That's my dream length for my fringe. Hope that I won't cut my fringe impulsively again when it pokes my eyes, I do really wish to have long fringe so that I won't look like 16 or 17 years old anymore.

Just a short update, time to hit the bed now, goodnight readers. =)

姊妹“包”

2011-04-03T00:02:00.000+08:00

每一個月，我都要買一份小禮物獎勵自己。

當然，沒有必要的時候，或者並沒有特別想要甚麼的時候，我還是會把辛辛苦苦賺來的錢給存下來。

新的生活目標，就是在明年給自己買一台車子，不是甚麼名車，只要能夠代步就可以了。

目前，男朋友和他哥哥都在幫我物色著適合我的車子。＝）

這個月呢，我給自己買了一個新錢包。

之前用著的那個已經用了好幾年了，是幾年前妹妹送給我的生日禮物。

雖然我並不是很迷信的人，可是大家都說破舊的錢包會讓我們漏財，沒有人會希望自己漏財吧，所以這次就打算給自己換一個新的。

而且，同樣的錢包我也買了一個給我親愛的妹妹，作為她的生日禮物，這樣以來，我們就可以用著一樣的姊妹包了。

沒辦法常常見面，但是看到手中的姊妹包就會不經意的想起對方。＝）

我一向來都偏愛用男生的錢包，而且像我妹妹那種比較中性打扮的女生，應該也不喜歡用比較女性化的錢包，所以我就依我個人的喜好來挑選。

明天呢，我的專屬郵差就會把我精心挑選的禮物送到我妹妹的手上啦，相信她現在的心情，一定是期待的吧！＝）

；盼到了

2011-03-22T00:18:00.001+08:00

大家最近可好，好久沒更新了，但我每天查看Nuffnang的時候，還是會覺得很欣慰，因為有些朋友不管我有沒有更新部落都好，他們還是一樣每天到訪我的部落。

說說最近吧！很多朋友一直都以為我很窮，所以日常生活中的許多花費都很省。其實，我是省錢省成了習慣，對於沒必要的開銷，我更是能省則省。中學的時候，習慣了省下零用錢給前男友買他喜歡的東西；上了學院，習慣了省下零用錢給自己買漂漂亮亮的衣服；現在工作了，當然也習慣了以往的習慣。

我很慶幸我是一個習慣省錢而且超級會省錢的人，因為錢對我現在的生活來說，真的很重要。最讓我頭痛加心痛的就是房租，每次一領到工錢，想到一部分要用來交房租，就會很捨不得。不過今天剛收到了之前舊房子的抵押金，突然發現領回了這筆錢，我的存款額還真的讓我大吃一驚呢！總算讓我盼到了這筆錢，之前還擔心說那經手人不知道會不會拿了我們的錢跑路，還好老天派給我的總是天使。＝）

在此也奉勸各位讀者們，把錢花在該花的地方，名牌奢侈品就免了吧！＝）

天使；

2011-03-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

錢；

2011-03-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

這世界現實得好可悲

生活已經在無形中被金錢給主宰

覺得自己好可悲

無形中已經變成了金錢的奴隸

活著的每一天都為了錢

房租日常開銷吃喝

統統都是錢

但我告訴自己

這樣的生活我一定會盡快讓它結束

我的人生不應該是這樣

等著瞧

我的生活一定會越來越好

＝）

空；

2011-03-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

第一次狠下心地把收件箱給清空，把那些辛辛苦苦存下來的簡訊，那些就算記憶卡爆滿都不捨得刪除的簡訊，用幾分鐘的時間，統統清空。我不知道自己哪來的勇氣，我只知道，我已經不想再緊握著這些只能僅僅留在過去的記憶。

至少刪除了，以後都不會再在夜裡，一個人翻看著這些簡訊，一個人回憶，然後一個人偷偷哭泣。既然過去已經成為了無法重來的事實，既然那時的那個他已經不可能再出現，既然所有的人事物已經隨著時間划過指縫而變質，既然回味只會讓心一次又一次的刺痛，那我寧願把這些無時無刻提醒著我他已經不會再是那個他的簡訊統統刪除。

或許這只是一種懦弱的逃避，但至少心可以得到某種程度的解放。我的心真的累了，它需要休息了。

心；家

2011-03-06T23:43:00.000+08:00

終於搬家了又要開始適應新的生活新的環境

我承認我適應能力真的很糟

但是生活卻無時無刻逼迫著我適應我無法適應的一切

但我想這新的環境應該不難適應

至少這裡有冷氣治安還算好設備都還蠻齊全的

只是這裡住的都是跟我百分白無交集的陌生人

感覺上自己又要面對很多一個人的空間了

心會很空虛吧

但我知道關心我的人還是會無所不在

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多餘；

2011-03-06T02:30:00.000+08:00

這個世界真的有太多太多的不公平

往往你最想要的卻是你最不可能得到的

不是每一個人都可以得到老天的眷顧

感覺上我從來到這個世界的第一秒開始

不管我去到哪裡在誰心裡

都好像是這世上最多餘的一分子

從來沒有一個人重視過我的存在

或者我應該這麼說從來沒有一個人發現過我的存在

被遺忘被拋棄

好像就是我活著的每一天應該面對的事情

做得再好也沒人看見

不懂得說好聽的話就是不可愛

有意見叫做叛逆

有埋怨就是不明白事理

為甚麼有些人甚麼都不用做就可以得到萬千寵愛

為甚麼有些人就算做錯了事也不會被責怪

為甚麼有些人就算滿口謊言卻仍然贏得大家的信任

為甚麼這個世界就是如此的不公平

為甚麼我就只能是多餘；

人事；已非

2011-03-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

有些人我依然想念卻不常連絡

有些事我依然想念卻不能再做

有些話我依然想念卻不再聽見

過去的一切都只能埋藏在記憶最深處

或許時間久了會慢慢的淡忘

或許時間久了思念不再深刻

或許時間久了畫面已經變質

或許時間久了記憶已經老化

但心裡永遠有個位置是屬於他們的

時間無法後退過去無法重來

人事；已非

長髮；不再

2011-03-04T00:27:00.000+08:00

不。變

2011-03-01T02:22:00.000+08:00

時間從來不會為任何人任何事停下腳步

每一分每一秒

所有的人事物都在不停地變換著原來的樣貌

而我卻遺棄了時間停留在原地

只有我不變

不想追上時間因為過去的某個時間段有太多太多的美好

只想讓腳步永遠永遠停留在那時的美好

期望著有個人回到那個時間段為我停下他的腳步

為了我陪伴我不變

The Only One

2011-02-25T01:42:00.001+08:00

I can feel that my cough is getting better since I'm not coughing badly like last two nights, hope that I can really get well soon, feel so sick coughing all the time after I speak for only few seconds.

My bad cough suddenly remind me of my bad fever last week, that was the best fever ever. I can still clearly remember that night, the boyfriend picked me up from my work place and bring me to the doctor. It was 10pm and most of the clinic was closed, he just kept driving place to place looking for clinic, luckily he found a 24 hours clinic around 11pm. He hugged me tightly because I was so cold and my body was trembling, though I still feel cold but my heart was warm. =)

He asked me to stay over at his place that night so that he could take care of me. I love the way he reminded me to take medicine, passed the pills one by one for me, looked after me until I finished all the pills, forced me to drink water... he was just like a nurse, the best nurse ever which is just belong to me. =)

Sickness is so suffering, but it can be sweet as well if I could have him by my side. I seriously need him by my side during all those tough times in my life, he's the only one that I can rely on now.

I love you is no more enough to describe how much I love you, but you can feel it from my heart. Goodnight. =)

Rainy Day

2011-02-23T01:54:00.000+08:00

It was my off day again! Did another photoshoot for my friend - Sasa today, but so sad that the weather was not good today, it rained. We only get to shoot for 1 hour, worst still the sky was getting darker and darker during the 1 hour.

I'm done editing all photos, will upload them to my Facebook as fast as possible. =)

Time to hit the bed, back to my work in not more than 10 hours time. Goodnight readers. =)

RM5 Mascara

2011-02-21T22:26:00.001+08:00

Dream to have long and curl lashes without sticking on any fake one on your lids? This High Curling Mascara from Daiso is highly recommended by me, it's only RM5 each! I'm sure you'll doubt about the quality of this mascara, so now I'm going to prove that it can totally beat any brands of Mascara out there.

*1 This is my lashes before apply any mascara on it. =)

*2 This is how my lashes look after I applied a thin layer of Maybeline mascara, it volume up my lashes and at the same time, make it longer. =)

*3 This is how my lashes look after I applied another layer of Daiso High Curling Mascara, awesome right? I swear it's my real lashes, not a fake one.

*4 I finished my first Daiso Mascara (the name is too long so I just make it Daiso Mascara lah as long as you understand what I mean) weeks ago, and I'm not really satisfy with my new Maybeline Mascara. At last, I bought another Daiso Mascara yesterday to replace Maybeline's. The price is so cheap but Daiso Mascara can really do better than any brand's mascara, seriously!

If you're someone like me who feel heartache spending money on your cosmetics, you should really grab a Daiso Mascara now! You'll sure love it like how I do! DAISO ROCKS! =D

Cbox

2011-02-21T15:32:00.002+08:00

Am just here to inform that Cbox is finally back to my bloggie.

Feel free to leave me a comment.

Time to continue with my work,

have a nice day!

Buh-Bye!

情人；節

2011-02-18T23:49:00.001+08:00

情人節前一晚，阿B就已經陪我一起度過了。那天他接我放工，原本打算跟他的家人一起吃晚餐的，怎知道被他家人放飛機。結果我們只好就去外帶了披薩。＝）

＊1 等候披薩中。。。＝）

準備回我家的途中，突然被交警給攔阻了，原來是阿B忘了那段路是單向道，一時間也沒有看到不可通駛的路牌。沒辦法咯，就這樣被開了一張傳票。＝（

＊2 阿B生平中的第一張傳票！＝D

＊3 過後就回我家用晚餐啦！看我們的晚餐，很豐富吧！＝D

。

情人節當天，我當然是一早就起床準備咯。阿B這只大懶豬，睡到太陽晒屁股了還不肯起床。叫了他四次，結果他發現時間不早了才甘願起床梳洗。＝＝

＊4 在等待阿B的同時，當然不忘拍張照咯。＝）

有關注我Facebook和Twitter的朋友一定知道，情人節這一天，我男朋友竟然一大清早就帶我去吃大便咯！哈哈，其實是一間挺有名氣的主題式餐廳－ T-bowl，並不是真的帶我去吃大便啦！那裡的食物與服務，說真的還挺不錯的，阿B甚至到今天還懷念那裡的美食呢！話不多說，讓你們看看我DD拍出來的美麗照片吧！＝D

＊5 餐單上竟然有牙刷，超可愛的說！＝D

＊6 當天帥氣十足的男主角！＝D

＊7 這些是藏在桌子底下的小東東！

美味的食物們快要登場咯，小心hold住你的口水哦！＝D

＊8 飲料，杯子很可愛吧！＝D

＊9 小小的浴缸里，裝著美味的蘑菇湯。＝）

＊10 看我笑得多燦爛，就知道這蘑菇燙有多美味啦！＝D

＊11 阿B的冬炎鍋，真可說是色香味俱全啊！＝D

＊12 被燙到的樣子，真可愛！XD

＊13 我美味的起司雞扒炒飯！贊啊！＝D

＊14 接下來還有這個美味的穌炸拼盤！＝D

＊15 最後還有這可愛的大便冰淇淋啦！＝D

第一次發現原來我們兩個人的胃口還挺小的，我們竟然沒辦法把桌上的食物統統干掉，剩下的我只好外帶當午餐咯，浪費食物可不是我們的作風！＝）

＊16 臨走前發現入口處竟然有這樣可愛的東東！＝D

＊17 看他一臉尷尬的樣子！XD

距離上班還有一個小時左右，我們去買了電影戲票，就到處去走走拍拍。更多的照片就自己到Facebook去查看咯，這裡先放幾張吊你們的胃口！XD

＊18 這九頭身的身材可不是修出來的哦，我不做這種事，要謝謝阿B角度抓得好！＝D

＊19 阿B也拍得很高挑很顯瘦的說！＝D

＊20 甜蜜的合照當然也不能少！＝D

過後我就上班去啦，當然我的情人節怎麼可能就這樣結束呢！晚上一樣是阿B接我放工，然後我們一起回家在孔明燈上寫上了心願之後，就到附近的公園去把孔明燈放上天空啦！這可是我第一次放孔明燈呢，心情當然是興奮到不行咯！＝D

＊21 阿B罕孔明燈！

＊22 這孔明燈顯得我更加的眇小了！XD

＊23 孔明燈的火是我負責點燃的哦！＝D

＊24 快飛吧！＝）

＊25 再見了孔明燈，記得要幫我們實現願望哦！＝）

過後我們就看電影去啦，神奇狹侶，挺好看的說。有一幕真的感動了我，多希望那句話可以是阿B對我說的：你是我最愛的人，也是我最好的朋友。＝）

回家後，當然就是驚喜時間咯。我騙阿B說我沒有給他買禮物，可是我這個疼男朋友比疼自己還多的女人怎麼可能不給男朋友買情人節禮物呢？再窮，也一定要買！只要他開心，一切都已足夠。＝）

＊26 猜猜看這是甚麼。＝）

＊27 是一隻F.C.U.K.的手表。＝）

＊28 挑選了好久好久，希望他會喜歡。＝）

－ E.N.D －

Belated CNY Post 2

2011-02-18T00:11:00.001+08:00

NIAN CHU ER

Woke up quite early that morning to dress up myself because I was going to Melaka with my colleagues and friends - Sasa, Yunn, Mashimaro and Carmen. =)

*1 A picture taken after I done dressing up. =)

I totally forgot how long we took to reach Melaka, what I remember is there was a terrible traffic jam at Melaka that day, and I can still remember how painful was my butt after sitting in the car for few hours. To reduce my boredom and the pain on my butt, the only thing that I always do is taking pictures with my any cameras that is on my hands! =D

* 2 Take one!

*3 Take two!

*4 Take three!

*5 Take four!

Our first stop was a Nonya Restaurant because all of us haven't had our breakfast yet while it was already noon. And we actually wasted a lot of time looking for another famous Nonya Restaurant but we ended up failed searching for it, and lastly we chose this restaurant which I had already forgot its name, sorry for that again. =P

Hold your saliva before you scroll down, the food are all so tempting. =D

*6 Rendang Chicken.

*7 Hmmmmm.... Samba? Fish? Forgot the name. =P

*8 The very salty fried egg. =(

*9 The most satisfying one, I like veges. =D

*10 This is what we called 'Goh Mei' I think.

The second stop was also a restaurant at the old street, within one hour after we had our first meal, we had our second meal again! This is why I gained weigh on CNY! XD

I love the restaurant so much because it has a very strong old school felling, the shop was decorated with a lot of 70s stuffs which I really love so much! How badly I hope they're selling them so I can bring at least one or two of them home, I'm still craving for the red luggage and typing machine! ><

*11 The red luggage, and the typing machines is just behind the luggage.

*12 I wonder how old is the dang long.

*13 This is the well that's just right beside of me.

*14 Cendol, I feel like eating it again! ><

*15 Laksa, omgeeee the color is so tempting! ><

*16 A very satisfying face! =D

The next stop, Sam Sok Gong. No more food but white coffee and Durian Ice. You can actually found a lot of Melaka local snacks and foods there. =)

*17 I don't really know what they are, drinks? =/

*18 Mashimaro, Sasa, Carmen.

*19 White Coffee.

*20 Durian Ice.

*21 Our broadcaster who updates our latest routine on FB all the time. =D

*22 This is me with a big wide smile. (from Sasa)

*23 Me, Sasa. (from Sasa)

*24 Am loving the white coffee! =) (from Sasa)

No more food after that, and we ended up taking pictures around the Stadhuys Building area. So, let's pictures do the talks. =)

*25 The sun is so hot in the sky!

*26 Can you see what time is it?

*27 And now?

*28 The street.

*29 Yunn, Me, Sasa, Carmen, Mashimaro. (from Sasa)

*30 Yunn, Me, Sasa, Carmen, Mashimaro. (from Sasa)

*31 Lastly, a picture of ME! =D (from Sasa)

- E.N.D -

Belated CNY Post 1

2011-02-17T23:05:00.001+08:00

NIAN CHU YI

I had been staying at the boyfriend's place for 1 week during CNY because all of my housemates went back to their hometown, I couldn't imagine I've to live in a big big house by my own, that's so scary wehhh.

So, the first day we didn't wake up very early in the morning. The first thing to do on the day was get angpaos from parents and relatives, at the same time greeting everybody a happy Chinese New Year. Though I don't really get a lot of angpaos from the boyfriend's relatives this year, but I do really feel happy to receive angpaos and also get to know his relatives at the same time.

*1 The angpaos of our company - Icon.

The boyfriend was gambling with his cousies after that, I was just sitting right beside him because I don't know how to gamble at all. After the boyfriend lost all his money, he finally gave up and decided not to gamble anymore. Then we went McDonald because I was craving for McFlurry.

*2 We are always lovely. =)

Headed to 1U after that to book a room at Neway, but then we the cheong K plan was canceled at night due to the boyfriend's brothers didn't have the mood to cheong K anymore. Since the night was still young, we came out with another plan of catching up a movie - I Love Hong Kong. The movie is awesome, I started to love Hong Kong more after watching that movie, but still I love Taiwan and Japan the most! =D

If I didn't remember wrongly, we just went home after the movie and fan gao gao zhu loh. =)

；老朋友

2011-02-09T02:20:00.000+08:00

今天跟一個老朋友相約見面

從來沒想過我們竟然可以心平氣和面對面聊天

不知道是否因為彼此了解很多的話都可以侃侃而談

心事終於找到了一個抒發點

感愾也找到了知音

我其實很簡單

我只是害怕害怕一個人

我只是需要一個人聆聽我傾訴

；再續

2011-02-06T10:39:00.000+08:00

有太多太多的故事還來不及與你們分享

遲來的新年快樂希望你們快樂

＝）

未完；再續

；二字頭

2011-01-28T02:51:00.000+08:00

不知不覺年齡已經來到了二字頭
幾年前就已經開始為自己訂立了目標
；畢業後給自己6年時間奮鬥
；25歲前創立自己的事業
；25歲結婚生子
；30歲移民
；40歲環遊世界

剩下5年的時間說長不長說短不短
必須加快腳步付出更多倍的努力
五年的時間內一定要成功的創立自己的事業
否則訂立的目標就都毫無意義

現在的忙碌現在的艱辛算甚麼
吃得苦中苦方為人上人
我要比現在更忙碌我要比現在更辛苦
為的就是更快達到自己訂立的目標

加油；戴頭頭

；奮鬥

2011-01-26T00:49:00.000+08:00

朋友們；我很好

最近的生活忙碌但充實

每一天好像一眨眼就過去了

很快的一個月就要過去怎能不珍惜活著的每一分每一秒

生活除了奮鬥還是奮鬥

想找份兼職；駐唱

想賺點外快；外拍攝影師

只想在最短的時間內存夠錢實現夢想

；飛台灣

；攝影師

；造型屋

夢想越大就越顯得自己眇小

不放棄不恐懼

活著的每一天就是為了奮鬥

直到閉上雙眼安穩死去的那一天

；第一號男生

2011-01-21T22:25:00.000+08:00

偶遇；第一號男生

看見他與女友甜蜜地逛街不禁也被他們甜蜜的氛圍給感染
同時也不禁的回味起好多好多的從前
；第一次的小鹿亂撞
；第一次暗戀一個人
；等待他上學的每一個早晨
；偷偷的看著他打排球
；第一封情書
；第一次面對面的談話

好多好多的回憶真叫人回味無窮
還記得休息的某一個時間段當大家都往洗手間湧去的那一刻
我卻是呆呆的在課室里等待等待他經過我的課室到洗手間
短短的幾秒鐘卻可以讓我開心一整天

暗戀一個人的感覺真的好奇妙多久沒有像當時暗戀的心情了
真的好懷念好懷念那一段時光
；多希望可以回到過去
；多希望可以不要長大

零開始；零距離

2011-01-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

一切從新開始，雖然真的不容易，但我相信我一定可以做得比以前更好。雖然之間好像還有一層隔膜存在著，但是我相信，相信總有一天我們一定可以回到從前的樣子，最初沒有爭吵只有快樂的我們。

今天，我們的400天，給了他一個小驚喜。放工後，跑去買了涼茶給發熱氣的他，騙他說我已經到家，其實偷偷乘著巴士到他家附近的7-11準備給他驚喜。告訴他，要他到7-11幫我領點東西，然後出現他面前給他驚喜。不知道他是否覺得驚喜呢？原本打算自己乘巴士回家，但他硬要送我回家，還炒了一顆焦焦的炒蛋給我吃，但是味道挺不錯的說。也幫我打理了一些生活上的小細節。＝）

希望可以回到從前零距離的日子，無法常常見面，卻心心相印的；零距離。＝）

痛；在心裡

2011-01-19T10:26:00.000+08:00

清醒的時候眼淚就會不聽話的往下掉

閉上雙眼卻遲遲無法入眠

我不知道還可以去哪裡找勇氣

呼吸的每一口氣都深深的痛在心底

一個人的房間靜得像世界只剩下自己

努力嘗試隱藏所有淚滴但自己實在好不爭氣

心；很痛

真的好痛

God Bless...

2011-01-15T23:36:00.000+08:00

I moved into my new room few days ago, and I think most of you are curious about the 撞鬼 thingy that happened on the 2nd day I moved into the room right? I really don't know how to tell you the story, but I'll try my best kay.

I still remember that night, it was midnight and I suddenly woke up by a lady's sound. She was speaking to me in Cantonese, but I don't really remember what she said. I answered her, but I couldn't speak that time. The feeling is just like 被鬼壓, which you can't move, speak or do anything. The feeling is just so weird, a very terrible feeling.

I don't know what can I do now since some of them said that might be just a dream or maybe I was too tired that night so that was all just my imagination. To tell the truth, I really scare of that 'things' and I hope that 'it' won't disturb me since I'm going to move out from there after two months. Please just let me pass these two months 'safely' kay, amitofoooo!

Anyway, am going to a temple with the boyfriend and his father tomorrow. Hope that everything will be alright. Good luck! =)

All Over Again

2011-01-12T09:42:00.000+08:00

Am moving into my new house tonight, gonna start everything all over again. This time, I'm really living on my own, there's no one for me to rely but my own. Have to do things all by myself and handle everything all by myself, that will be hard I think.

I don't know why, I feel sad for leaving and moving to a new place this time. I cried for don't know how many times last night, but I don't know what's the reason tears falling down my face. But, I'm glad to have a shoulder to cry on last night, thanks to the boyfriend who is always there for me whenever I need him.

It's time to be independent, I'm ready to face all the challenges that are coming to me in the future. Good luck! =)

03.01.2011

2011-01-07T22:07:00.001+08:00

So sorry for not updating my blog often, because I do really have no time. I've to work for freaking 8 hours a day and that's really tiring, so the only thing that I'll do after I go home is rest. For those who are working, I think you'll understand how I feel, right?

3rd of January was my one and only off day in this month, for sure I had already make it a very productive day. Woke up quite early in the morning and went Pyramid with the boyfriend, not going there for shopping but haircut. I've totally forget when is the last time I cut my hair, the end of my hair was damn dry and my bang was long until it can totally cover up my whole face.

This time, I gave myself a new try. I decided to cut my bang short and also my hair for few inches shorter, I had been staying my hair for few years and I actually wanted to stay my hair long to my waist. However, I just cut my hair without any hesitations when it almost reach my dream length. To tell the truth, I actually suffered for almost one week of what kind of hairstyle I really wanted, browse through many magazines before I made the last decision. So, are you excited to see how is the outcome?

Tadahhhhh! This is it! Nice?

After haircut, had my wonderful brunch with the boyfriend at Burger King. This is the only fast food restaurant that I love, but still, I don't like fast food, seriously!

After that, we went Time Square for shopping. Not really spent a lot that day, around 100++ bucks only. Bought two pairs of shoes, two tops and a skirt. Time Square is real large, the boyfriend and I already tired after shopping for 4 floors.

I tried a new color of Liese hairdye after I went home, milk tea brown this time. I'm quite satisfied with the result, it's slightly lighter than my previous color. And I'm so happy that the root of my hair is no more black, you know what it's damn ugly when your root is already few inches long. How badly I hope my hair was born to be blonde like those 'guai mui' so that I don't have to dye it every time when my hair grows longer. Okay, so here's the outcome! =)

So yeah, that was a really productive day. Had a new haircut, shopped for few hours and had a new hair color!

Will try my best to come out with more interesting posts. I actually have so much thing to share here, but time is really a problem for me now. For those who haven't follow me on Twitter, if you want to know more about my life, you should follow me there because I'll tweet about my life everyday. =)

Goodnight readers <3

Goodbye 2010

2011-01-02T00:57:00.002+08:00

Year 2010 was finally came to an end. It would be the most dramatic year in my life, I had been through up and down all along the year. There were too many things happened in 2010, it was just like everything was happened few years ago.

I started my college life in January, I was so lucky to have 2 angels with me in college - Net (Pipi) & Mindy (AA). We were just like bubble gums, sticking with each other all the time during Sem1 and Sem2. They gave me memories that I can never have in highschool, even till now I can still clearly remember everything that we had been through together. Things changed after Sem2 ended, Net decided to further her study in UK, Mindy chose Advertisement Design while I chose Multimedia Design. Our friendship is stronger than anything else, no matter how far is the distance between us, our hearts will never be apart. I hope that our friendship will remain the same until the day we grow old.

Met with some awesome new friends during Sem3 - YanTong, Summer, Allen, Collin, Jean.... Even though we knew each other for only a very short two-month-time, but I'm glad to meet people who like photography just the same way I do. I do really miss drama class so much, because we get to know each other better and get closer because of that subject. I do really hope that I can continue my college life with them for the next two years, but I'm not going to continue my study in TOA anymore.

I've already moved out from my house and living my own life, I'm currently working at Icon, Pyramid. I've been working for 1 month and I do really enjoy my working life, this is the most relaxable work compare to my previous jobs. Perhaps you'll know why if you're following me on Twitter. I love this job because I love fashion, and this will be a very important path for me to gain experience and achieve my dream studio in the future. I'm learning from my job every single day.

Last but not least, my relationship with Vincent Siow. I know I've been saying this for so many times but still I want to say it again, he's the only one that I never wanted to let go in my life. He has been helping me in every single thing since I leave home and living outside, he's the one who stay by my side during those hard times. He's the one who motivates me whenever I'm almost giving up on anything, he's the one who wipes my tears away and tell me to be strong every time I fall, he's the one who willing to sacrifice everything just to make me happy. He's the only one who can have my heart, no one else can, but him.

Just like what everyone wish, I wish that my life will be better in Year 2011 which happiness is all around. Gonna end this post with my latest picture, for those people who worry about me for all the time, I'm doing really fine here. =)

GOODBYE 2010

HELLOW 2011

Short Update

2010-12-21T01:03:00.000+08:00

So sorry that I really have no time to update my bloggie more often, but I'll still try my best to update it whenever I free. You can follow me on Twitter if you want to know more about my life. =)

Xmas is coming soon, 2010 is going to end, my salary is coming out after 10 more days! Wooooohooooo, can't wait for all this things to happen!

Wish all of you Merry Christmas before I end this post! =)

Saturday!

2010-12-19T01:17:00.000+08:00

Tonight is real tiring! Finished my work at 10.15pm just because of a customer who came to our shop to spend her time when we were closing the shop, damn it! Then, wasted my precious 1 hour waiting for the stupid bus, the bus driver can really go eat shit lahhh slacked until so terrible! 1 hour weyyyy, fcuk!

The boyfriend brought me to SS2 Murni for dinner. Should I call it dinner? Well, it was his dinner and my....... supper! Omgeeeee, so fat!

This is the so-called watermelon SPECIAL! XD

And this is the Roti Hawaii! XD

Not bad, those who never been to this mamak stall before can go and have a try. You can see everybody is ordering the almost same food which is what I just showed you above, totally thumbs up for the Roti Hawaii. But the worker drew 6 stars on my Roti, I don't want stars I want spider prey one because it looks more special, I was just kind of unlucky. =(

Well, it's time to hit the bed now since my eyes are almost closing. Goodnight! =)

一週年

2010-12-17T18:45:00.001+08:00

我們的一週年，一點都不完美，甚至可以說是糟透了。不過，一切都已經過去了，雖然還是有那麼一點的遺憾，可是人總要活在當下，不該太執著於過去的一切。

在一起以來最糟的一次爭吵，就這樣成為了我們一週年唯一的紀念。如果往好的方面想，這應該可以勉強當成特別的回憶吧。但是我仍然慶幸，爭吵之後還有他那厚厚實實的肩膀讓我緊緊依靠，讓我抱著大哭。

蕭文B；我真的好愛好愛
一週年快樂

FAT Day

2010-12-14T23:20:00.000+08:00

My weight is so unstable nowadays, keep going up and down. Sometimes I eat a lot, sometimes I just eat a little or don't even have a proper meal.

I ate a lot today and I don't know why, I have a really good appetite today. Woke up kinda late this morning and I was rushing to work, I just get to eat a piece of bread before I went out from home. Normally, a piece of bread is already enough for my breakfast, but I don't know what the hell was wrong with my tummy today which I didn't feel the piece of bread is enough for me. So I went bakery to get a chocolate bun before I check in to work.

Then I had 5 pieces of breads with butter for my lunch, and one more Char Siew Bao which bought by one of my colleague. Normally, that will be way too much for me but again, I don't know what's wrong with my tummy. I helped my colleague to get a cup of bubble green tea, and at the same time, I get one more grape flavour bubble tea for myself.

Luckily, I've to walk for 15 to 20 minutes to reach the bus station every morning, if not I'll really grow fatter and fatter each day. No way!

End this post with a picture of me and one of my colleague, Yun! Gonna take more pictures with my colleague in the future! =D

Buhbye! =)

My Love For Him

2010-12-13T22:40:00.001+08:00

Love is a really long journey to go especially when it comes to loving someone who you never ever wanted to let go, because you know you can never met someone like him/her anymore.

I simply love the way being with him, every little thing he does could make me happy, he never failed putting a smile on my face. He's the only one in my life who willing to sacrifice anything for me, the only one who giving me every best thing in the world, and most importantly, he's the only one who makes me truly understand what love is. He always make my problem as his own problem, lending me a hand whenever I need help or even just settle everything for me. He understands how I feel and take good care of me all the time because he clearly know that I couldn't take good care of myself, sometimes I was just like a kid or maybe I should say, I'm the princess of him and he's my prince charming.

We are just like any other couple, we argue, but not often. We cried for each other, even sometimes we cried together. He's always the one who wipes away my tears and tell me not to cry, but tears are falling down from his eyes at the same time. For a few times, he cried seeing me suffer from my life, I can see how much he care about me when I'm the one who suffer but he's feeling the same.

3 more days to go and we'll be going to another stage in love, perhaps something will change or nothing will ever change. The only thing I'm sure to say is, my love for him will never change. I hope that we'll still holding our hands together and walking on the same path in the future, until the day we grow older, hair is all white and teeth are all gone.

I love you, B. =)

Back To The Childhood

2010-12-12T01:43:00.001+08:00

I was off on this Friday, I said that I was going to make my day great, and here I go to tell you how great my day was! I know most of you are excited about it, too. =D

I don't know how long I had been sleeping for that night, but I woke up myself instead of waking up by the annoying alarm that morning. I still remember that, the first thing that the boyfriend told me that morning wasn't 'good morning' but his dream. A dream about his life after 10 years, that's real so interesting but I'm not going to tell you about it, that's our secret! XD

Went flying kite with his friends around 4pm, had fun playing with them. Let the pictures do the talks. =)

This is our kite, got it for only 6 bucks! *weeeeeee*

This is Lok's kite, it's a bat, very yao yeng right! =D

This is me when fully concentrate flying the kite. =D

This is the bunch. =D

The boyfriend going to fly his kite! =D

If you're following me on Twitter, perhaps you've already knew that my kite flew away that day. I was totally enjoying flying my kite at the moment, flying it higher and higher. I didn't realize that the end of the string wasn't tied on the stool, so the string just flew away with my kite. The boyfriend went to chase after the kite, but the wind was so strong that time and the kite just flew higher and higher then disappear within one minutes. Worst still, there were so many kites in the sky and I totally got confused which was mine. So, just buhbye to the kite. =(

See, only the stool left with us. =(

Tadahhhhh! We had ice-cream after flying kite for few hours. This is the very old-school style ice-cream that I used to eat during my childhood. =D

The boyfriend and I. <3

We get to see the very beautiful sunset before we went home! =)

My day wasn't just end like that. Had our dinner at the boyfriend's place, then off to Pyramid for movie with the bunch again! RAPUNZEL, I heard of the story when I was a little girl, but still this movie caught my eyes from the beginning to the end. I don't understand why the boyfriend said it wasn't nice at all, ewwwwwww!

Okay, end this post with a picture of us!

Goodnight! =)

* more pictures will be uploaded to my Facebook soon *

想。念

2010-12-09T22:18:00.001+08:00

有很多人讓我好想念

或許他們無法陪在我身邊

或許他們已經去了很遠很遠的地方

或許我們永遠無法再見

但是想念是一種無法終止的事情

它；無時無刻存在

一個。人

2010-12-08T00:18:00.001+08:00

答應了大家昨天要更新部落格的，但是因為網路訊號不是很好，所以就放了大家飛機，實在是很抱歉。

開始了新的工作，新的生活，認識了新的朋友。每天都在讓自己熟悉著不一樣的生活環境，說實在的，是還蠻壓力的，可是我就像是一隻打不死的蟑螂，死不去！漸漸的熟悉了自己的工作崗位，但畢竟自己見過的世界還很眇小，每天都會遇到不一樣的人，學習著不一樣的應對方式。這的確很累人，但是我慶幸我比很多人都早了一步認識這個世界，現實到不行的世界。

最近，還真的很感慨，但自己也領悟了不少。這一晚，心裡有太多太多的話想找人傾訴，但是卻沒有勇氣撥下任何一通電話。部落格是唯一能讓我無盡傾訴的地方，我總會選擇在這裡將自己的心情坦蕩蕩的用文字述說，因為我知道，總有人會看到我的文字，感受到我的心情。或許我們從未謀面，但至少有一個隱形的聆聽者，在世界的某一個角落，感受著我的文字。

我承認，我的確是個很愛逞強的人。就算工作讓我疲憊不堪，我仍然笑著對每一個人說，我不累。因為我不想讓他人擔心，尤其是關心我的朋友們。逞強到了最後，卻總是自己偷偷的找個角落歎氣流淚。真的，哭過就好了，淚水流干了，也是時候堅強的站起來，面對眼前的一切。曾經有個哥兒們告訴我，我的快樂都只是在強顏歡笑。或許他說的沒錯，但是偽裝的快樂總比不快樂來得好，對吧！

我不喜歡在別人面前哭泣，因為我討厭看見他們虛偽的同情眼光，甚至是因為我的淚水而說出的虛偽道歉。道歉了安慰了，又怎樣？總有一天，還是必須為同樣的人而難過，那倒不如逞強的裝出無所謂的模樣，把眼淚留給自己。“越是在乎的人，越是不在乎你”，經歷了那麼多，這是我領悟到的事實。或許，人總要等到失去以後才懂得珍惜。

聽我說了那麼多，最後我還是想說我真的沒事，只是生活讓我有太多太多的想法。每個人，從出生直到離開這個世界，都只是一個孤單的個體，每個人都是一個。人。

Working Life

2010-12-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

Today is my first day working in Sunway Icon. To tell the truth, I was so boring in the shop today because not much customers today. Beside, I'm still a trainee, I can't serve customers instead of following my supervisor and learn how to serve customers. I think it'll be really fun working there because my colleagues are nice and I do really love all the clothes in the shop especially those from Japan. But so sad that they're all so expensive.

Today is just the first day I work, but I've already expecting the day when I receive my salary, omgeeee! But I've to spend a part of it for my rental and meals. Well, I'll have to work hard and earn as much as I can for a year or maybe more than a year. The next target to achieve is become a professional photographer! Good luck! =)

不。屬於

2010-11-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

向日葵眼裡；永遠只看得見太陽

而太陽；卻永遠不屬於向日葵

所有的一切；總有一天都會被取代

感。恩

2010-11-30T12:34:00.000+08:00

我離開了一個地方，到另一個地方，過著全新的生活。

不懷念從前，只期待未來。

我感恩，上帝把那麼多天使帶到了我的身邊。

我感恩，上帝關上了一扇門，卻為了開了好多扇窗。

我感恩，上帝總在黑暗里為我照明。

我感恩，上帝所給與我的一切。

＝）

Friends

2010-11-26T20:36:00.000+08:00

有一座高峰叫做；人生

當你不小心跌入谷底

你才會看見甚麼叫朋友

我；慶幸

＝）

Peace

2010-11-23T22:28:00.001+08:00

謝謝；抹黑我的人

謝謝；通風報信的神祕人物

雖然好奇；神祕人物是何人

但；不想進一步瞭解

真相；往往只會更加醜惡

不選擇相信誰；只有自己信得過

別把自己的生命；花費於抹黑與出賣他人

否則；你只會活得毫無意義

不犯； peace

小分享－隱形眼鏡

2010-11-23T02:05:00.001+08:00

剛好和一位朋友在Facebook討論到有關隱形眼鏡的問題，趁我現在心情大好，趕快來跟大家做個小分享吧！

相信大家都知道現在市面上有很多的隱形眼鏡品牌，但是請大家務必要小心挑選。我通常會建議大家購買韓國GEO正品，注意，是正品哦！不是那些你在夜市以十幾二十塊就可以買到的仿製品。因為GEO是經過衛生署認證可以安全使用的品牌，我從15歲開始直到現在已經戴了GEO隱形眼鏡5年，當中也嘗試過G&G和Fresh Con，可是只有GEO讓我戴得最舒服。
（PS. 我有在賣GEO隱形眼鏡，100％正品，有興趣可以連絡我；just_yuna@hotmail.com）

戴隱形眼鏡的朋友請注意，眼睛紅腫並不是佩戴隱形眼鏡時會出現的正常情況。如果出現紅腫的情況，請不要繼續固執的佩戴你的隱形眼鏡，很可能你的眼睛已經發炎。相信因為隱形眼鏡而差點失明的一些新聞你們也在網上看過，不要覺得你不可能那麼‘幸運’成為下一個受害者，如果你忽視隱形眼鏡的素質，或是為了貪小便宜而購買一些來源不明的隱形眼鏡，很可能下一個受害者就是你自己。不要太過於高估自己的眼球，其實他們很脆弱。

一些小分享：

雖然GEO隱形眼鏡的有效期限是1年，但我還是建議各位每3個月就換新的會比較衛生，如果可以最好每1個月就換。（就我個人而言，我都是3個月就換，或是覺得隱形眼鏡已經開始硬化戴得不舒服，我就會立刻拋棄。）
建議各位最好準備兩雙隱形眼鏡，不要每天佩戴同一副隱形眼鏡。如果遇到隱形眼鏡佩戴了超過8個小時，至少你還有另外一對做後備。或是上課或上班回到家後除下隱形眼鏡，晚上有活動又需要佩戴，也有另外一對做後備。（PS. 隱形眼鏡除下後要浸泡在保養液里至少8個小時。我個人至少都會準備兩副，現在暫時我有四副，有點誇張我知道。XD）
如果隱形眼鏡擱置了一星期都沒有使用，最好更換保養液，保持隱形眼鏡的衛生。（自己曾經試過隱形眼鏡擱置了一星期後才佩戴，結果一戴上去眼鏡整個就是刺痛。）
請定期更換保養液，因為保養液的保存期限通常是開瓶後的三個月。眼藥水也一樣。（PS. 可以嘗試不同的保養液以便選擇最適合自己的，我用著的是RENU，是很貴但是這是唯一我用得最舒服的品牌。其他的品牌用了不久沒用完就被我丟棄了，因為不適合。）

愛美的同時也別忘了愛護自己的靈魂之窗哦，希望我的分享對你有幫助。＝）

About Facebook...

2010-11-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmmm... since I've nothing about my life to update because I've been working on my Perspective Project for the whole long day, so I'm going to talk about something that I'm facing on my Facebook recently.

A lot of strangers added me on Facebook recently and I think most of them added me from my latest video on Youtube, the video about 10 Ways To Say Hi. I think I shouldn't post my Facebook link in that video, sometimes I do really feel guilty while rejecting their friend requests. Some of them had been adding me for few times, and I always have to do the same action ; REJECT. I'm sorry if I've ever rejected your request, I've to do so because I don't want my wall to be always full of strangers' updates, I'll then miss out a lot of my friends' updates. Kinda regretted for simply approve all the friend requests last time, now I've to delete all the strangers from my friend lists and it really take times, what I do now is delete at least 10 each day. To tell the truth, that's really tiring because I've to check one by one to see if I know them.

If you're reading my blog now, and if you're one of the people that I had rejected your friend request, I'm really sorry and I hope you can understand my situation. You can follow my Twitter or my Blog if you want to, I'll always update about my life there. Though all of the pictures of my life will only be posted on Facebook, but I'll try my best to post more pictures in my blog.

Before I end this post, I would like to apologize once again to those who I had rejected your friend request, sorry for that. Goodnight. =)

無所事事

2010-11-21T21:46:00.001+08:00

有時候真的不想待在家

無所事事總讓我覺得生活過得好無趣

無所事事總讓我24小時都充滿睡意

無所事事肚子就會開始鬧嘴巴就會開始癢然後不停地吃

無所事事 twitter和facebook就滿滿的都會是我的文字

無所事事房間里的某些物品就會莫名奇妙的被我改變位置

無所事事就會把電腦里的照片檔統統開起來重新回味

誰來把我無所事事的生活給填滿丫？

我；快瘋了

19112010

2010-11-20T23:35:00.001+08:00

Had a date with the boyfriend yesterday because he got a replacement class today. Went SS15 for our breakfast, Zhu Yoke Fun at a restaurant. I hate the Lao Ban Niang because she sibeh lancee, she thought that people is supposed to wait for freaking long to eat their Zhu Yoke Fun. Deng, if your Zhu Yoke Fun really so famous so nice why not Ah Xian comes to interview you, why still you rent a stall from the restaurant instead of having your own restaurant? You don't even have the ability to lancee!

Well, back to the topic.

Went to the new shopping mall in Subang Jaya, EMPIRE. Not much thing to shop inside, and the parking fees is freaking expensive. 2.50 bucks for one hour!

Oh my god, I look so tall in this picture! =D

They are having this super high slide in the shopping mall, it's freaking four floors height. You can try this out someday if you're brave enough.

Before we went home, the boyfriend brought me to Snowflake for dessert. This was my very first time trying Snowflake's dessert.

This is the dessert that we ordered, forgot the name of it, sorry for that. But it tastes good, thumbs up!

Dessert can always make me smile. =D

The lovely boyfriend and I, we got Fu Qi Xiang ehhhh! =D

See, boys always like to act cool in front of the camera. =P

If you're following me on Twitter, sure you've already knew that the boyfriend let me drive yesterday. =D He was sleeping sweetly beside me while I was driving, so now you know how good is my driving skill since the boyfriend can just sleep in the car and don't have to worry about me. Heeheeeee. =)

That's all for this time, goodnight! =)

18112010

2010-11-19T18:54:00.003+08:00

Woke up pretty early last morning to attend perspective class, I only get to sleep for 2 hours that night because of the bungalow construction, and so I was 'fishing' while the lecturer was lecturing.

After class, Yan Tong, Summer and I decided to go to a button shop which located at Pudu. We went there by KTM and Monorail, since we stopped at the wrong station, we actually walked for a very long way to reach the shop. Yet there was not much choices in the shop and the Lao Ban Niang actually sold everything with a higher price because she thought we're naive enough.

Let the pictures do the talks. =)

Some pictures taken by Yan Tong with my camera because she didn't bring her camera along :

We accidentally spot this scene while two cats where playing under a table :

While we were having our lunch :

This is when I was choosing the threads, so many colors for me to choose :

Please look at the pictures below very carefully :

Do you think that this is a real scenery at the first sight? But this is actually just a simulation modeling of Old Pudu which placed at a corner of Pudu Plaza.

So happy that the boyfriend picked me up at Kelana Jaya LRT Station and send me to Subang Jaya KTM Station after that, so that I don't have to take KTM at KL Central since that station is always full of human, so sweet of him. He's always the one who appear in front of me whenever I need help, nobody can ever replace him in my heart because I clearly know that nobody can ever do anything that he could do for me. There's never a time he'll say 'NO' when I requested for something, only when I wanted to do something that might or surely will hurt myself, he'll then say 'NO' and stop me for doing that.

I'm so happy recently all because of him and also people around me, they are my angels. =)

11-month

2010-11-18T21:18:00.003+08:00

If you're following me on twitter, perhaps you've already knew that the boyfriend and I celebrated our 11-month one day earlier. He purposely came all along from PJ to Klang and brought me to Pandamaran for tong shui that night, not a special celebration yet everything he did for me could be the most special thing in this world.

Since I had no idea what to give him on the special day, so I decided to get something from Pasar Seni. Obviously, the picture above shows you what I bought for the loved one. I was attracted by it from the first sight, and purple color is the boyfriend's favorite color, most importantly, there were only 2 purple color left. It was just like fated, how can I not buy it right?

After I gave him the necklace, I never expected that he'll prepare any present for me. But yeah you know, he always surprise me.

He passed this paper bag to me with a box inside it, continue driving the car then. At first, I was wondering what is it. When I tried to see it clearly under the weak street lights, I nearly get what was that from the packaging.

Yeah, this is it. A Christmas Edition Mug from Starbucks! Though it's not the one that I saw at Starbucks, but this design is even prettier and nicer than the one that I saw. I couldn't describe how happy I was by words when I received this mug from him, he was just way too sweet for me. =)

Well, let me end this post with pictures of us. =)

15112010

2010-11-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

Finally, I'm here to blog about this Monday. Planned to go Pasar Seni and Chee Cheong Gai with my sister, Bao. As usual, we went there by KTM and LRT since nobody was free to fetch us there.

We bought the cakes from a quite well-known shop at Chee Cheong Gai, I like the mango flavor one and Bao likes the durian flavor one. We also bought two for my mum and she said nice too, highly recommended to all of you. =)

Since we didn't have our breakfast before going out from home, we were so hungry when we reached there. So we went to a restaurant to have our brunch before we shopped around.

After brunch, I first brought Bao to the Button Shop. Can you imagine she went crazy choosing buttons just exactly like the first time I went there. We spent around 45 minutes choosing buttons in the shop, I only bought 50 buttons this time and I'm glad to say that I've already got all the buttons that I want from this shop. I freaking need to know anywhere in Malaysia still have button shop like this? I want to get different kind of buttons, tell me if you know. =)

After that, we spent few hours to shop around Chee Cheong Gai and Central Market. Girls, don't ever go Chee Cheong Gai alone even a bunch of girls, you must bring a guy along. This is what we experienced, whenever two of us go, those Mah Lat Lou will keep whistling and teasing on us. I still remember last time when I went there with my boyfriend, this thing never happened.

We spent a lot that day and we are officially broke now, damn broke. Some pictures before we went home. =)

Lunch Time

2010-11-16T02:13:00.000+08:00

I almost forget about these pictures until I found them out a minute ago in one of my folder, it was a lunch with two of my classmates after class.

3 of us brought our cameras together that day, while waiting for our food, we spent time with our cameras as usual. We are all using Nikon, and we love photography. Most importantly, they taught me a lot and I do really learned a lot from them.

I simply love it when people around me love photography just as how I do. =)

10 Ways to Say HI

2010-11-15T18:08:00.000+08:00

Here is my new video to entertain you guys, 10 Ways to Say HI! =D

Suddenly came out with this idea last night, and I don't know why. Spent few hours editing this video using iMovie because I don't really know how to use it, I am such a noob in video editing. But I think the outcome not bad right, heeehee. =)

Hope you guys enjoy this video, do subscribe me on youtube if you like my video. Will try my best to make more videos in the future. =)

13.11 Date

2010-11-14T02:35:00.002+08:00

Ta-dahhhh, this is how I look today! I always like to try out different curl, and I think the curl that I made today suit me very well, like it so much. =)

As usual, the boyfriend and I will have a date on every Saturday. But today was pretty different, no more Sunway. The boyfriend brought me to Kota Damansara for brunch. We reached too early while the restaurant was still not open yet, so we played with DD while waiting.

Haha, can you see how crazy and stupid we are? Took pictures of our double chin. XD There are still more pictures we took today, will post it on Facebook tomorrow. =)

So yeah, this is the restaurant, Antree Cafe. I don't know the meaning behind this name, but definitely not because the cafe is selling ~~ant cuisine~~. I don't like insects, yukksssss!

Our drinks. Sigh, I can only have Hot Chocolate every time during special period, quite annoying one lorhhh! Hope my Dai Yee Mah gone faster, I can't wait to have CCC at Starbucks! XD

The boyfriend and his meal. =)

*he was so hungry that time but still I stopped him from eating before I took a nice picture, this is a must* XD

Me and my meal. =D

After brunch, we went 1U for movie. The boyfriend was so funny, he booked the ticket of TGV but then he brought me to GSC. Nearly late for movie again, I don't really remember for how many times we had been late for movies already, uncountable. XD

So yeah, this is the movie that we watched, UNSTOPPABLE. You must watch this movie if not you'll really regret, thumbs up for this movie. The storyline was good enough, and every scenes were so damn 'chee kek' that you will even forget to blink your eyes, seriously!

Okay, that's all for today. It's time to hit the bed, goodnight. =)

12.11

2010-11-12T02:06:00.000+08:00

Oh my god, I think I should really update my dead blog now, those people can really be so 'cheong hei', keep reminding me to update my blog whenever I sign in my MSN or Facebook. Hao lahh hao lahhhh, update now lahh okay. =/

So yeah, hectic college life is almost come to an end, holiday is saying hi to me! Only one more subject left, after the last assignment, I'll be really free! I want to enjoy my 1-month-holiday to the fullest! I want to date all my besties, I want to play with DD Toby ET, I want to kacao my boyfriend from day to night, I want to watch a lot a lot of dramas and movies, etc. And most importantly, I must celebrate Christmas and go for 2011 countdown event, I don't care I must because I never tried these before!

Okay well, I think I should update you guys something about my life. =)

Ta-dahhhhh! This is my new baby, his name is ET! Why this name? Because he is Nokia E-series phone (E5), and my name is (T)ou, so yeahhhh, ET! =D

It attracted my attention when I was looking around in Nokia shop with the boyfriend, it has all the functions that I need, the design is really pretty and it's in my budget. So yeah, this Tuesday the boyfriend bring me to Nokia shop at Sunway to check for this phone again, and I finally decided to buy it after that. The next day the boyfriend and I went there again to brought it home. Tell you what, people nowadays is really so mean. When I ask for more informations about the phone, the shop assistant was like lazy to bother me. But then when I said I wanted to buy it, his face straight away turned into $_$. What the......

This is the first time I use Nokia, sorry Sony Ericsson. *guilty* Seriously, I don't know how to use a Nokia. I asked for friends help, asked my younger sister for help as well, but still I only managed to handle 50% of the functions. =/

Oh my god, I suddenly miss Starbucks' Chocolate Cream Chip, I want it so badly. I can only drink Hot Chocolate this week because of my Dai Yee Mah, Hot Chocolate also taste good lah, but Chocolate Cream Chip taste better. *heeehee* I don't care, after Dai Yee Mah gone, I must drink Chocolate Cream Chip gao gao!!

Well, it's time to turn off the light now since my bestie has already fall asleep. Time to hit the bed, goodnight! =D

Awesome Trip!

2010-11-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

Went Genting with the boyfriend, Bao and Lok yesterday. I'm not going to tell you what's the reason we went there now, you'll know it yourself later. =D

So, this is when we were on the way to Genting. Thanks Lok for driving all along the trip, I know driving is really tiring. =)

We went to a petrol station for lunch, Burger King. But no picture was taken there since everyone was so hungry hunting for food. =D

The next stop is a temple at the mountain side. Let pictures do the talk. =)

There's a pond there, forgot to throw in a coin and make a wish. =(

Nahh nah nah, this is what happen when you don't do exercise. XD

After we climb up to the temple, there came mission 2. XD

There are 9 floors in this tall building, and we were going to climb up to the top! =D

Seriously, it's not only tiring, but torturing as well. The staircases are so small, and it's a rotary stair! @_@

But well, we managed to reach the top of the tower!

And this is the view from the top of the tower! Beautiful right! =D

The most torturing part was going down again from the top, I almost faint because of the rotary stair! XD

When we finally down from the tower, guess what? Lok was already on another cave-like place waiting for us. @_@

There're some small little plants on His head, people in charge please remember to clean it up ya. XD

And this is the place where people write their wishes on the little piece of wood and hang it at the pavilion. =)

After playing at the place for few hours, we finally decided to go up to Genting.

We walked from First World Plaza to Genting Hotel to meet up with our drama teacher and get her hotel key from her, then went back to First World Plaza again to get things from the hotel room. After that, walked along from First World Plaza to Genting Hotel again to pass the things back to her. Can you imagine how painful my legs were? Even they are still painful now. T_T

After dinner, we walked around the hotel area until the show starts.

Perhaps most of you know about this show since Astro and MyFM promoted it on TV and Radio.

And this is where the show took place - Genting Arena of Stars

Some of my favorite local artists took part in the show too. =)

Zhu Hao Ren

Ah Zhe

Yi Poi

Pictures of the show I'll upload to my Facebook later, those who are interested can view my Facebook. =)

All of the artists that took part in the show. =)

Spot the director with long black coat, he's one of my drama teacher. =)

So yeah, that's all for my Genting Trip. What can I say, I was just very very very very happy yesterday. =)

phoTOUgraphy

2010-11-04T21:59:00.001+08:00

Ta-dahhhhh! I've already created my photography blog, I know some of you have already been waiting for so long. Just one click at the sidebar and you'll be linked to my photography blog. =)

I named it phoTOUgraphy, actually nothing special, it's just that I want to include my name in the word 'photography'. =)

I hope you like my photography works. =)

The Great Day

2010-11-04T18:58:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was really a great day to me. Our class ended at 12pm, but there was another tutorial class at freaking 7pm. It's quite troublesome for me to go home and come again for the class, so I rather stay at Sunway, all of my classmates decided not to go home as well.

So, YT Summer Jean and I chilled at Sunway Pyramid for don't know how many hours. We actually planned to do our assignment there, but we ended up chatting and photoshooting, didn't even touch our assignment at all. After the other 3 guys Allen WaiLok and Collin joined us, we went Wong Kok for our late lunch. Summer took some videos of us, and she's uploading the video on youtube now, can't wait for that.

After that, we went for a movie, Rise of the Mummy. Though this movie is not what the kind of horror or scary movie that I expected but it didn't disappoint me. This is the first time I feel that Mummy is not scary at all, they are so CUTE!

There are still two more subjects to go in the coming weeks, I'm kinda free now that I can finally do everything that I've delayed for so long. As what I've promised, I'm going to give birth to my photography blog TONIGHT! Stay tuned okay! =)

Hectic Life

2010-11-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry for not updating much recently, so sad to see that my visitors already decreased for more than half. I actually have so much thing to update, but I just don't have the time to do so, assignments and projects are killing me everyday.

It's like finally, I've done my Digital Design Final Project and presentation today, this is the subject that really stressed me out all the time. Perhaps I'm still not really familiar with all the tools in Illustrator, sometimes it might take me a really long time to finish a simple thing which people only take few minutes to finish. I promise to not only friend with Photoshop, I'll friend with Illustrator even more from now onwards. Should spend more time playing and discover more about it during my sem break.

About the presentation today, everyone received comments or critiques from lecturers. But for my case, lecturer only said : Well done, no comment. *with a kind smile*. I wonder is this a good thing or a bad thing, and I don't really believe that there isn't any problem with my presentation or my project. Maybe really no, but it's just seem to be kinda unbelievable to me. Anyway, I'm still happy that I actually done my presentation quite well compare to last semester even I was so nervous during the presentation. I just simply feel happy knowing that I've improved. =)

Well, already put down a big rock from my arms, but there are still few rocks I've to carry in my arms. After tomorrow, I can throw one more rock away, kinda excited! I want my healthy life back, no more skipping any important meals, no more burning the midnight oil, no more facing Toby from day to night.

That's all for today, goodnight. =)

Piano ♥

2010-10-31T16:55:00.000+08:00

Tadahhhh! This is played by me. =)
It's a little too dull because I was not playing it from any references, simply listening to the song and play it with my own way.
And my fingers were really............. UGLY!
Stopped learning piano for 8 years, and I'm not playing it often.
So, I've already forgot how to curve my fingers and my palms, and ended up my hands just look ugly.
Totally don't look like a pianist hands.
Kinda regretted, I want to learn piano again after graduated from TOA.

Enjoy this video! =) *since it's not really that bad =P*

Forgive, but never Forget.

2010-10-29T20:48:00.000+08:00

［心痛比快樂更真實］

[ Heartache is real, than the happiness. ] This is so true.

I think those who experienced it before should know how I feel now. Once your heart was broken into pieces, no matter how hardly the one who broke your heart tries to heal your wound, all the happiness that given by that person after will just seem to be nothing.

I can forgive what people did to me, but I can never forget the way they made me cry like a little innocent child, and also how they shattered my heart into pieces. It's just way too hard to forget the pain especially when it was caused by the one that you believe that he will never hurt you.

Never break a heart, because no matter how much you do to heal it, there's still a scar on it.

I Love You, HATER!

2010-10-26T00:23:00.000+08:00

There is a girl, this girl who always trying her best to ~~ruin my life~~. She has been doing some ridiculous things on me since few years ago, and she never seem to be tired of that!

For few times, I tried to make her disappear from my life, but so obvious I failed since I'm now blogging about her. Also, I tried not to bother what she did behind me but this time, I just can't keep my eyes close anymore! I've already tried to stop her from getting some of my informations, but still she's able to know all of it. I think most of you can already know what she'll do next after knowing my things right? She'll just start bitching and bitching and bitching, creating some additional stories, even to the people who doesn't know me at all, for what?

Just now when I was chatting with two of my besties, I heard about things that totally pissed me off! This is the reason why I'm blogging about her now, because I want all of you to know how ridiculous she is. ~~I had a terrible argument with my boyfriend~~, so what? Who never quarrel with their boyfriend/girlfriend, by the way I bet you have it more than me even terrible than mine! ~~I look ugly without make up~~, so what? At least I'm still able to look better after make up, calling me ugly won't make you prettier! I~~'m not a good friend just because I don't talk to my ex-bestfriend anymore~~? Come on, you don't even know the stories between us, don't judge a book from its cover! People who know me well clearly know that what kind of person I am, I'll never please people that I don't like even I'll just show them a fuck face! So what? This is me, I am the kind of girl that just simply do whatever I want following my heart! ~~Perhaps your friends are more than me~~, so what? The matter is, I can always have some friends to talk to when I'm feeling down, how about you?

Tell you what, haters are my motivators! The more you talk about me judge me critique me, the better I'll do to prove that you're totally wrong! If you willing to always spend your previous time doing those meaningless things, then just keep doing it. To be noticed that, you can never see me upset because of you, because I truly know that you're just a confused admirer who doesn't understand why people love me. You're just purely jealous me!

Girl, ~~I love you~~ because you're the only hater who always keep me motivated! =D

Removed!

2010-10-23T20:20:00.000+08:00

First, I'm here to inform that I have already removed the ~~Cbox~~ in my blog. Tired of facing those annoying people who left meaningless comments in it, perhaps most of you who has a Cbox in your blog also facing the same problem right? Some weirdo just left comments saying that how good, how interesting or how awesome your blog is, and promoting some weird sites. I don't know what is their main purpose, spreading some viruses, perhaps. Most importantly, they made me totally didn't feel like replying all the comments in my Cbox though some of the comments were from my friends. So the only way that I can avoid these things happen once again is to remove this Cbox. So, if you guys have something to comment regarding my posts, just leave a comment below my post. It might be quite troublesome I know, but I've no choice.

Secondly, I'm finally decided to create a Photography Blog since some of my friends suggested me about that. Will mainly show my photography works there, and I welcome everyone to give any comments or critiques on my works so that I could know my weaknesses and always improve myself. Well, the blog is still in progress, not yet created because I'm kinda busy with my assignments recently. But I promise to create it as fast as possible, just give me some time and I truly won't disappoint you guys.

Time to continue with my assignment again, have a nice day! Buhbye! =)

Hectic Life

2010-10-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

Enjoying my hectic life, because there's not much time for me to think about things which is ~~not necessary~~. It can be one of the way I use to forget about everything that could just bring me down, not a bad thing though.

Woke up at 3am this morning to do my assignment, then rush to college for class. As usual, one assignment done another one comes after, TOA students always have Ton Of Assignments to do. Well, it's the only way to improve, practice makes perfect. =)

After class, went Esquire Kitchen with classmates for lunch. I wonder how long I've never been taking a proper lunch, or I should just say that how long I've never been taking a lunch. Oh my god, that's real so unhealthy, seriously needing someone to remind or even force me to have at least 3 proper meals everyday. Well, have fun during our lunch time, kept bullying our Dai Lou. And I just realized that the 9 students in our class actually communicate in a very special way, I couldn't even describe how special it is, it's just simply SPECIAL. But well, the relationship between us is getting closer and closer, I just simply like da' feeling! =D

After lunch, we started with our drama discussion and script writing. Well, what I can say is, it's really a tough time. Hafta squeeze our brains to think of creative idea, it's even harder to link all our ideas together. Some of them even just fell asleep on the table, perhaps they were burning the midnight oil last night too. The script was finally done after 5 hours of hard work or even more than that, we can at least feel a little bit relax now. The target that I aim for this time is A-, it's even best if we can get an A from Gary. =D

Is going to sleep now since my eye is getting more and more painful because of over-cried these few days, thanks to Gary for making me cried like hell yesterday. But I should really thank him, because he given me a chance to release all my feelings entirely in the class, it made me felt better after that. Well, no more crying, I want my beautiful eyes back! Goodnight. =)

Answer =)

2010-10-20T20:47:00.000+08:00

Since there was only two person gave me the answer for that question, and they didn't got it right, so there's no any special reward giving out lorh. =D Will try to do more little contest like this, also hope that more readers can join next time. =)

So now, I'm going to reveal the answer for that question. So, who do you think is the winner that night? Let's check this video and you will know. =D

everyday is like sundae

；清者自清

寂；不寂寞

做自己；

My Boyfriend ♥

有時候；

好久不見

；發泄

；變了

；正能量

；失眠

；同類

；空白

update大家

；麵包車

；亂

F for FREEDOM

Birthday '2011 - 3

Birthday '2011 - 2

Birthday '2011 - 1

給男孩的話

Happily Ever After

Swim.Swim.Swim

Quotes 3 - 順其自然（黄小琥）

Quotes 2

；听天由命

Quotes 1

；那年的我們

忆

10 Things I Hate About My Appearance

FCUK U!

Be Yourself

8 Things Of The Day

i love nikon ♥

Dinner with Loves

Long Fringe

姊妹“包”

；盼到了

天使；

錢；

空；

心；家

多餘；

人事；已非

長髮；不再

不。變

The Only One

Rainy Day

RM5 Mascara

Cbox

情人；節

Belated CNY Post 2

Belated CNY Post 1

；老朋友

；再續

；二字頭

；奮鬥

；第一號男生

零開始；零距離

痛；在心裡

God Bless...

All Over Again

03.01.2011

Goodbye 2010

Short Update

Saturday!

一週年

FAT Day

My Love For Him

Back To The Childhood

想。念

一個。人

Working Life

不。屬於

感。恩

Friends

Peace

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