Short Update

So sorry that I really have no time to update my bloggie more often, but I'll still try my best to update it whenever I free. You can follow me on Twitter if you want to know more about my life. =)

Xmas is coming soon, 2010 is going to end, my salary is coming out after 10 more days! Wooooohooooo, can't wait for all this things to happen!

Wish all of you Merry Christmas before I end this post! =)

FAT Day

My weight is so unstable nowadays, keep going up and down. Sometimes I eat a lot, sometimes I just eat a little or don't even have a proper meal.

I ate a lot today and I don't know why, I have a really good appetite today. Woke up kinda late this morning and I was rushing to work, I just get to eat a piece of bread before I went out from home. Normally, a piece of bread is already enough for my breakfast, but I don't know what the hell was wrong with my tummy today which I didn't feel the piece of bread is enough for me. So I went bakery to get a chocolate bun before I check in to work.

Then I had 5 pieces of breads with butter for my lunch, and one more Char Siew Bao which bought by one of my colleague. Normally, that will be way too much for me but again, I don't know what's wrong with my tummy. I helped my colleague to get a cup of bubble green tea, and at the same time, I get one more grape flavour bubble tea for myself.

Luckily, I've to walk for 15 to 20 minutes to reach the bus station every morning, if not I'll really grow fatter and fatter each day. No way!

End this post with a picture of me and one of my colleague, Yun! Gonna take more pictures with my colleague in the future! =D

Buhbye! =)

想。念

有很多人讓我好想念

或許他們無法陪在我身邊

或許他們已經去了很遠很遠的地方

或許我們永遠無法再見

但是想念是一種無法終止的事情

它；無時無刻存在

一個。人

答應了大家昨天要更新部落格的，但是因為網路訊號不是很好，所以就放了大家飛機，實在是很抱歉。

開始了新的工作，新的生活，認識了新的朋友。每天都在讓自己熟悉著不一樣的生活環境，說實在的，是還蠻壓力的，可是我就像是一隻打不死的蟑螂，死不去！漸漸的熟悉了自己的工作崗位，但畢竟自己見過的世界還很眇小，每天都會遇到不一樣的人，學習著不一樣的應對方式。這的確很累人，但是我慶幸我比很多人都早了一步認識這個世界，現實到不行的世界。

最近，還真的很感慨，但自己也領悟了不少。這一晚，心裡有太多太多的話想找人傾訴，但是卻沒有勇氣撥下任何一通電話。部落格是唯一能讓我無盡傾訴的地方，我總會選擇在這裡將自己的心情坦蕩蕩的用文字述說，因為我知道，總有人會看到我的文字，感受到我的心情。或許我們從未謀面，但至少有一個隱形的聆聽者，在世界的某一個角落，感受著我的文字。

我承認，我的確是個很愛逞強的人。就算工作讓我疲憊不堪，我仍然笑著對每一個人說，我不累。因為我不想讓他人擔心，尤其是關心我的朋友們。逞強到了最後，卻總是自己偷偷的找個角落歎氣流淚。真的，哭過就好了，淚水流干了，也是時候堅強的站起來，面對眼前的一切。曾經有個哥兒們告訴我，我的快樂都只是在強顏歡笑。或許他說的沒錯，但是偽裝的快樂總比不快樂來得好，對吧！

我不喜歡在別人面前哭泣，因為我討厭看見他們虛偽的同情眼光，甚至是因為我的淚水而說出的虛偽道歉。道歉了安慰了，又怎樣？總有一天，還是必須為同樣的人而難過，那倒不如逞強的裝出無所謂的模樣，把眼淚留給自己。“越是在乎的人，越是不在乎你”，經歷了那麼多，這是我領悟到的事實。或許，人總要等到失去以後才懂得珍惜。

聽我說了那麼多，最後我還是想說我真的沒事，只是生活讓我有太多太多的想法。每個人，從出生直到離開這個世界，都只是一個孤單的個體，每個人都是一個。人。

Working Life

Today is my first day working in Sunway Icon. To tell the truth, I was so boring in the shop today because not much customers today. Beside, I'm still a trainee, I can't serve customers instead of following my supervisor and learn how to serve customers. I think it'll be really fun working there because my colleagues are nice and I do really love all the clothes in the shop especially those from Japan. But so sad that they're all so expensive.

Today is just the first day I work, but I've already expecting the day when I receive my salary, omgeeee! But I've to spend a part of it for my rental and meals. Well, I'll have to work hard and earn as much as I can for a year or maybe more than a year. The next target to achieve is become a professional photographer! Good luck! =)