Piano ♥

Tadahhhh! This is played by me. =)
It's a little too dull because I was not playing it from any references, simply listening to the song and play it with my own way.
And my fingers were really............. UGLY!
Stopped learning piano for 8 years, and I'm not playing it often.
So, I've already forgot how to curve my fingers and my palms, and ended up my hands just look ugly.
Totally don't look like a pianist hands.
Kinda regretted, I want to learn piano again after graduated from TOA.

Enjoy this video! =) *since it's not really that bad =P*

Forgive, but never Forget.

［ 心痛比快樂更真實 ］

[ Heartache is real, than the happiness. ] This is so true. 

I think those who experienced it before should know how I feel now. Once your heart was broken into pieces, no matter how hardly the one who broke your heart tries to heal your wound, all the happiness that given by that person after will just seem to be nothing. 

I can forgive what people did to me, but I can never forget the way they made me cry like a little innocent child, and also how they shattered my heart into pieces. It's just way too hard to forget the pain especially when it was caused by the one that you believe that he will never hurt you. 

Never break a heart, because no matter how much you do to heal it, there's still a scar on it. 

I Love You, HATER!

There is a girl, this girl who always trying her best to ruin my life. She has been doing some ridiculous things on me since few years ago, and she never seem to be tired of that!

For few times, I tried to make her disappear from my life, but so obvious I failed since I'm now blogging about her. Also, I tried not to bother what she did behind me but this time, I just can't keep my eyes close anymore! I've already tried to stop her from getting some of my informations, but still she's able to know all of it. I think most of you can already know what she'll do next after knowing my things right? She'll just start bitching and bitching and bitching, creating some additional stories, even to the people who doesn't know me at all, for what?

Just now when I was chatting with two of my besties, I heard about things that totally pissed me off! This is the reason why I'm blogging about her now, because I want all of you to know how ridiculous she is. I had a terrible argument with my boyfriend, so what? Who never quarrel with their boyfriend/girlfriend, by the way I bet you have it more than me even terrible than mine! I look ugly without make up, so what? At least I'm still able to look better after make up, calling me ugly won't make you prettier! I'm not a good friend just because I don't talk to my ex-bestfriend anymore? Come on, you don't even know the stories between us, don't judge a book from its cover! People who know me well clearly know that what kind of person I am, I'll never please people that I don't like even I'll just show them a fuck face! So what? This is me, I am the kind of girl that just simply do whatever I want following my heart! Perhaps your friends are more than me, so what? The matter is, I can always have some friends to talk to when I'm feeling down, how about you?

Tell you what, haters are my motivators! The more you talk about me judge me critique me, the better I'll do to prove that you're totally wrong! If you willing to always spend your previous time doing those meaningless things, then just keep doing it. To be noticed that, you can never see me upset because of you, because I truly know that you're just a confused admirer who doesn't understand why people love me. You're just purely jealous me!

Girl, I love you because you're the only hater who always keep me motivated! =D

Removed!

First, I'm here to inform that I have already removed the Cbox in my blog. Tired of facing those annoying people who left meaningless comments in it, perhaps most of you who has a Cbox in your blog also facing the same problem right? Some weirdo just left comments saying that how good, how interesting or how awesome your blog is, and promoting some weird sites. I don't know what is their main purpose, spreading some viruses, perhaps. Most importantly, they made me totally didn't feel like replying all the comments in my Cbox though some of the comments were from my friends. So the only way that I can avoid these things happen once again is to remove this Cbox. So, if you guys have something to comment regarding my posts, just leave a comment below my post. It might be quite troublesome I know, but I've no choice.

Secondly, I'm finally decided to create a Photography Blog since some of my friends suggested me about that. Will mainly show my photography works there, and I welcome everyone to give any comments or critiques on my works so that I could know my weaknesses and always improve myself. Well, the blog is still in progress, not yet created because I'm kinda busy with my assignments recently. But I promise to create it as fast as possible, just give me some time and I truly won't disappoint you guys.

Time to continue with my assignment again, have a nice day! Buhbye! =)

Hectic Life

Enjoying my hectic life, because there's not much time for me to think about things which is not necessary. It can be one of the way I use to forget about everything that could just bring me down, not a bad thing though.

Woke up at 3am this morning to do my assignment, then rush to college for class. As usual, one assignment done another one comes after, TOA students always have Ton Of Assignments to do. Well, it's the only way to improve, practice makes perfect. =)

After class, went Esquire Kitchen with classmates for lunch. I wonder how long I've never been taking a proper lunch, or I should just say that how long I've never been taking a lunch. Oh my god, that's real so unhealthy, seriously needing someone to remind or even force me to have at least 3 proper meals everyday. Well, have fun during our lunch time, kept bullying our Dai Lou. And I just realized that the 9 students in our class actually communicate in a very special way, I couldn't even describe how special it is, it's just simply SPECIAL. But well, the relationship between us is getting closer and closer, I just simply like da' feeling! =D

After lunch, we started with our drama discussion and script writing. Well, what I can say is, it's really a tough time. Hafta squeeze our brains to think of creative idea, it's even harder to link all our ideas together. Some of them even just fell asleep on the table, perhaps they were burning the midnight oil last night too. The script was finally done after 5 hours of hard work or even more than that, we can at least feel a little bit relax now. The target that I aim for this time is A-, it's even best if we can get an A from Gary. =D

Is going to sleep now since my eye is getting more and more painful because of over-cried these few days, thanks to Gary for making me cried like hell yesterday. But I should really thank him, because he given me a chance to release all my feelings entirely in the class, it made me felt better after that. Well, no more crying, I want my beautiful eyes back! Goodnight. =)

Answer =)

Since there was only two person gave me the answer for that question, and they didn't got it right, so there's no any special reward giving out lorh. =D Will try to do more little contest like this, also hope that more readers can join next time. =)

So now, I'm going to reveal the answer for that question. So, who do you think is the winner that night? Let's check this video and you will know. =D

out of focus

并非  所有事物都必须看得  

那么仔细  那么清楚

有时候

有些事物  只有在out of focus的情况下

才显得美丽

头头

燕尾蝶

最近疯狂迷上这首歌

不管是歌词或是旋律我都好喜欢

我的声线很明显的不适合唱快歌

不过既然都录了就放上来咯

至少没有走音

你们的耳朵也不会很伤

XD

命。运

命运  有时候真的很奇妙

你以为  不会再遇上的人

往往  却不经意的

在某个街角  再次遇上

或许  他并没有发现自己

或许  他已经忘记自己

但  这一切往往就是命运的安排

遇上了  却让两个人擦身而过

明明很靠近  但距离却是那么的遥远

Shuen's Birthday

Went movie with the boyfriend after my class, it's a ghost movie but not really a horror one. Luckily I brought DD along, so when we were waiting for the movie to start, we actually sat down on a bench and playing along with DD.

Ta-dahhhhh, my cutie niece is officially 2 years old~! Celebrated her birthday with the big family just now, there's actually a video I recorded during her blow-cake-session, but the file is quite big and I don't know how to convert it. Will share it with you guys after I convert it, she's really cute!

Just a quick update because I'm so tired right now, have to hit the bed real soon cause tomorrow I'm going back to my highschool with the boyfriend for basketball. Goodnight, readers. =)

Baking Life

To improve my sense of Digital Graphic, I decided to play a Facebook Application Game. So yeah, Baking Life is the game that I currently playing, everything in the game are so cute!

Ta-dahhhhh! Did you see the very cute Greenish Monster Cupcake (the name was given by me) that I specially baked for my customers, so cute right? I always get inspirations for my projects while playing this game, see, there are benefits for playing game too. But well, don't get addicted to any game or else it will totally become a bad habits.

Come and join me in this game and have fun together! =D

Happieeee

I'm so happy since this morning. Wearing new clothes just make me happy, I don't know why. I realized that I'm getting thinner and thinner probably because I always skip my breakfast and lunch, and the boyfriend is already there complaining I'm too thin. From today onwards, I really have to force myself to at least have 3 proper meals everyday, that's not healthy for skipping breakfast and lunch.

Went Daiso for a look after drama practice since some of my friends told me that the shop is just opened few days ago, they really understand me so well, I love JAPAN so so so much! I actually wanted to shop there alone so I asked the boyfriend to stayed at his friend's place for a while, but then he came and join me after a while. He's so bad, there are a lot of things that I wanted to buy but he didn't allow me to buy. At last I just bought 3 things, which is a piece of vintage cloth, a pack of snack, and a pack of dry pedals.

The vintage cloth is for Toby! See, they are so match. =D

I separated the dry pedals into few little bags and put it in my room, now my room smells like a blackberry farm! =D

I also gave one bag to my mum to hang it in her car. =)

Okay, should end this post real soon and continue with my project, goodnight. =)

I'Mpossible

刚刚原本只是想说翻翻ViVi看看新买的衣服能够怎么做搭配，怎么知道突然发现Lena一个很迷人的妆容，就想说不然就尝试一下，反正化妆品也很久没有碰了。一直希望自己可以像Lena那样，无论是可爱甜美又或是性感都那么的适合她。

眼影的部分呢是依照Lena的照片自己尝试分析得出的结果，之前都没尝试过用褐色搭红色，没想到这样搭起来感觉还蛮不错的呢，颜色也不会很跳tone。跟大家分享一个小撇步，是我之前从杂志上学来的，就是在眼球上方的那个位置用珠光眼影打亮一下，可以让眼睛看起来更立体哦！眼线的部分是看杂志上的教学完成的，还真的是第一次画这么媚的眼线呢。

妆容方面应该还算不错吧？接下来跟你们分享一些照片，看看我有没有达到小性感的标准吧！

I'Mpossible

只要肯去尝试，没有任何事情是不可能！

＝）

我。可以

心情  有那么一点失落

同一个起跑点出发  但大家的步伐却越来越快

眼看着  距离越来越远  越来越远

我知道  自己前进的速度好慢

我  不会放弃

继续加快步伐  赶上  甚至超越

随便你怎么说  我就是好胜心在作祟

在我的世界里  我不会输

超越他人  超越自己

这  就是我的王道

等着瞧

我  会证明

我  可以

模。糊

世界  太模糊 

有时候  就连自己  也看不清  自己