Dead Sunday. =(

It's SUNDAY, everybody was having fun dating with friends or gathering with family, but I'm deadly right here rushing my assignments. /tears/ Last time, I do really love drawing portraits, but now I hate it~! I don't know why, maybe drawing too much make me feel bored with it. I saw my friend's status on Facebook just now and I totally agree with what she said. I don't find the reason why I'm drawing so much without someone to tell me what is my mistakes and how can I improve. We have a critique session for Figure Drawing in Sem1, our lovely tutor - Xiong Ie would tell us what was our mistakes and taught us way to improve our shading skill, observation and so on. But now in Sem2, no one is there to critique us and I don't know why we still have to draw 3 portraits every week since we're learning body gesture right now. Okay, if they want us to keep drawing so that we will not stay backwards, they should reduce our workload since we have more assignments in Sem2, like maybe 2 or even 1 portrait every week. I'd rather I put more effort doing an artwork well than rushing my works blindly, at least I really learn something and enjoy drawing. It's not that the more we draw the more we learn, this is so wrong~! I hope that our lecturer will reduce our workload someday, I don't want to lost my passion in figure drawing.

Well, finally I've updated my wish list and I'm happy that I've one more 'tick' in my wish list. I hope that I can get all the items in my list ticked in the end of this year, hopefully. =) I'm gonna get myself a polaroid, this will be my next target. Hafta really put efforts in saving money dy. /wink/

Off to assignments, have a nice day~! =)

Birthday ~ Part1

Today is not the actual day of my birthday too but I got a big surprise from my classmates when I was about going out from the CGD Lab. Thanks so much for the birthday song and birthday cake. And you know what, this is the first time I received a birthday cake without 'Happy Birthday' words on it. Know what they wrote? They wrote '頭大屁股大', special huh? And I just knew something after reading Shirley's blog, the one who wrote those words were the Sifu who bakes cakes, it sounds really amazing for me~! =D

Then, I went for another celebration with Dt. Went Zanmai for lunch and another birthday cake appear after we finished our meal, quite surprise.

Tonight, my mum suddenly suggested to go shopping with me. Actually I already knew that she was going to buy birthday present for me. I think she'll be the one who gives me the biggest birthday present this year. Two pairs of sandal, a black suit, and eye-liner. All these things are quite costy that I'll feel heartache if I buy them myself.

By the way, I received so much greetings from my friends even strangers via sms and FB. Thanks so much to you guys, especially those loves one. =)

Tomorrow is going to have a great celebration, am gonna sleep now if not I'll be a panda tomorrow. Goodnight. =)

Loves. =)

2 more days to my birthday, but today I've already received presents from my sweeties. =)

Red Pencil Case from Pipi.

Red Umbrella from Kaofu.

Make Up Removal from AA.

These are things that I wanted to buy for so long but I just don't have the time to buy it or keep forgetting. See, they know Im a redaholic. Friends know your name, but best friends understand you well, always. =)

I love you guys so much. Muahhhhhh. =D

心碎

有人說

流下的眼淚代表心痛

而掉下的眼淚

代表心碎

而我

大概是屬於後者吧

If Only I Were A Boy.

How badly I wish that I could be a boy. I used to dream like this since I'm still a little girl, until now I'm still dreaming to be a boy. If I've the opportunity to make a choice of being a girl or a boy in my next lifetime, I would just choose to be a boy without any hesitations even though I might be regret after that.

I don't like to be a girl, and this is why:

1) We have to suffer from pain during menstrual period, once a month! Guys will never understand how troublesome when we are having period, our emotion will easily influenced by our body. That's why girls get pissed easily when they're having period.

2) It really takes time for us to dress up ourselves before going out. We have to put on those annoying toner, lotion these and that on our face, sometimes we'll have to make up too especially for those whose face will really scare people without make up, really waste time. Besides, we'll have to choose what to wear, and before we wear our clothes we'll have to wear the bra.

3) When women getting older, they are consider old; but things will be totally different when it comes to men, people will said they are mature when they are getting older.

4) When a girl flirts with a lot of guys, everybody will mark her as "cheap" or call her a bitch. For men case, when he flirts with a lot of hot chicks, it proves that he's so charming.

5) When a man smokes, everybody will feel that he's so man; for girl, it's rude.

6) If a husband has a new lover, he might blame that his wife is not pretty enough not slim enough not gentle enough. But he never understand that his wife changed because of pregnancy and doing house chores all the time just for him.

See, so unfair right?

I do really love the song "If I Were A Boy" so much especially the lyrics. I wish to be a boy in my next lifetime, even though I might not be the perfect one, but at least I would always try my best to treat my girl in the best way, understand what she feels all the time. I won't cheat on her, won't dump her, won't left her alone, won't make her sad, won't make her worry.......

If only I were a boy.

Sunset.

I wonder how long I have not been seeing and enjoy this beautiful sunset. There must be sunrise and sunset happen once in a day, people who wake up early in the morning will get to see the sunrise, people who go home later than office hour will get to see the sunset. I hope that I can see the sunset every evening but I don't want to go home late, sometimes things will be so contradictory.

Okay, stop the craps! Actually I want to talk about something else, how come I crapped a lot about the sunset thingy? It's like finally me and my lover get to meet each other after a very long two-week-time. I thought we were just planned for a lunch, but then he decided to drive me to the ktm station after my class, and the reason is he mistook the meaning of what I've said entirely. You don't know, it's really hard to reject him because he'll just show you a fuck face or scold you though he's just acting. Worst still, he won't listen to what I say most of the time.

I'm really happy that there's always someone who willing to do everything for me without any hesitations and blames. How many people could waste their precious time to wait for their love one for four to five hours but just to see them for not more than half an hour? He's that one special person who I can't let him go, for now. Not because of what he had do for me but how much I've fall for him. =)

虛偽

說真的

我無法忍受身邊有那些虛偽到不行的朋友

那種雙面的性格真的很讓我受不了

我很疑惑

當她們看到鏡子里的自己時

她們討厭的

是鏡子里所看到的自己

還是真實的自己

她們又是否知道哪個才是真正的自己呢

為甚麼總是要選擇嫉妒他人所擁有的好

為甚麼總是要選擇破壞

而不好好的自我反省一番

為甚麼別人可以擁有一切的好而你不能

是否想過你從來就不曾真心對待他人

是否想過你所隱瞞的一些早就在他人面前原形畢露

就算你偽裝得再好

你也只不過是一頭披著羊皮的老虎

真正的友情該以真心相待

而不是嫉妒他人的好而處處破壞

That's the WAY~!

This is the first way I use to relax myself when I feel stress or bored doing my assignments.

Playing with the cam taking some funny, weird, playful pictures.

I don't know why, I feel great every time after playing with the cam, all the stress and sucky feeling will just gone.

This will be the second way I use to relax myself from stress and boredom from today onwards.

Play with the video recorder and sing out loud.

I'm afraid to show you guys my eyes because you'll just feel like a stupid panda is singing.

So just listen to my suck singing and look at my 'sexy' lips, hahahahahaha~!

Toby~!

Finally I've got a Mac, actually I prefer Macbook because the cover is white in colour and it's cheaper. But at last I got a Macbook Pro because the functions, graphic and everything else are better than Macbook, only needed few more hundreds so it's worth. So sad that I couldn't get a red colour protector because it's out of stock, why is red colour so laku huh? I don't want the green one so I chose the blue one, quite nice also. I think I'm going to save money to get a red one for Toby.

Oh ya, I named my lappy Toby. Toby = Tou's baby, got it?

I'm still a noob now, need some time to get used to all the functions. Having a lappy is easier for me to do my computer graphic homework next time, can always play with the Illus too since most of my classmates are already pro using it.

Well, going to continue with my homework already, buhbye and goodnight. =)

Enjoy Eating =P

Argggggggghhhhhh~! I'm so so sooooooooooo hungry right now~! Regretted for not following my parents for breakfast, so now I can just wait until they come back. =(

I have been eating a lot since last week, I don't know why. Last time I normally don't eat a lot of rice, but now I eat the double for dinner everyday. I think Im going to become a 'fei mui zai' very soon if I don't control myself. I really need to exercise, but I've no time since assignments are killing me everyday. I really need to burn my fat, tummy is already coming out~!

ＤＡＩ　ＴＯＵＴＯＵ, stop eating like nobody business, your weight is gaining you know?! (but there are so many delicious food around me lerh, how can I stop? I'll try to eat lesser larh kay. =P)

自大

说真的 我不明白
为什么有些人说话就是要带刺 就是要那么毒
有这种必要吗?
难道在你心里就真的认为自己是完美的?
那不是完美 是自大~!


=(

瞬间 成 永恒

摄影
是将瞬间变成永恒的魔法

~ 下一站幸福 ~




=)

大眼娃

今天终于拿到了第一批的隐形眼镜
我自己订购的是Geo Super Nudy褐色和黑色
终于找到了我心目中超完美的隐形眼镜
大家都知道我眼睛算是蛮大的那种
可是黑眼珠却好小好小
之前用过的隐形眼镜虽然说都有放大瞳孔的效果
可是对我而言效果并没有很明显
只要我一瞪大眼睛就可以看到整个隐形眼镜了
可是直径14.8mm的Super Nudy系列真的超棒的
对我来说简直就是超完美
想要当大眼娃根本就不是问题嘛


想要订购隐形眼镜的朋友都可以到我的Facebook相册去看看款式
全部都以现货的方式售卖
不过只提供面交不提供邮寄
面交地点是Klang和Subang一带



=)

Today supposed to have Computer Graphic class, but we was told last night that the class was canceled. So today I can fully concentrate on my homework after woke up from my sweet dreams. Had been spending the whole long day drawing a portrait, but I just finished 80% because my stupid stomach keep asking me to fulfill it. Damn damn, gonna gain weight again~!

I'm gonna finish that portrait drawing tonight. Will try to finish the face features of another portrait tonight too if possible. Going to bath, ciao~! =D

Nothing Is Impossible~!

Oh yayyyyy~! Finally I done my Design2 homework, going to start drawing the 3 portraits from tomorrow onwards. I don't want to rush any of my homeworks or assignments in this sem anymore, I want everything to nicely done on time, no more rushing works.

I've to always force myself to do my homeworks and assignments even though I'm not in the mood, I still have to do my homeworks no matter what. Maybe when I'm not in the mood I can't do much, but at least I'm still able to finish a little bit. I realized that I was always giving myself a lot of excuses last sem, so now I really have to change. This thing came to my mind during my sem1 final when we have to finish a portrait or a piece of still life drawing in 4 hours time. First, I thought I couldn't finish it in 4 hours but when I force myself, I can, I really can. Therefore, I've to start forcing myself from now onwards, no more giving excuses like 'I'm not in the mood larh.' 'I feel bored larh.' 'Still have few more days to do larh.', etc. I'll slap myself kuat kuat or bang my big big head to the wall if I have these kind of excuses in my mind again. Sure I won't force myself to do homework when I'm sick larh, I'm not crazy stupid sohai sichun or blah blah blah larh~! I don't want to die so early from sickness~!

So friends, stop giving yourself a lot of excuses since you know that you're able to do everything if you hope to. Nothing is impossible, you have to believe in yourself~! =)

I Was Late~!

I was late for the very first lesson in Sem2, the Design2 class. I was not supposed to be late, I reached Subang Jaya Station at 2pm but waiting for the mini bus for fucking half an hour. I still remember the weather was hot like hell that time, I was sweating like hell even I was staying in the station. I was damn pissed when the bus finally came but I still have to wait until the driver finished his lunch~! Grrrrrrrrrrr~!

From today onwards, I'm back to the life of fighting with assignments again. Hope that I can overcome every-everything in this sem and pass all subjects. Right now doing my design2 first assignments, I've to depict 100 snails with different elements. Done 45, another 55 to go~! Good luck~!

Ciao~! <3

无知

这次又是哪位小姐无知呢 我不想说
反正她自己知道就好

试问大家都应该知道隐形眼镜现在越卖越便宜吧
就连马来西亚一直以来一双买60元的牌子
现在竟然做大促销 买一双接下来的都算半价
话说回来
相信有戴隐形眼镜的朋友们都知道GEO这个来自韩国的牌子吧
现在市场上的价格真的是便宜到脱裤
甚至来自中国的那些冒牌货在夜市里也只需要15元就买得到
但是看到新闻的朋友都应该不敢买吧
至于来自韩国的正品市场上最便宜也是30~35元 批发价例外
我现在也是跟着市场价以一双35元的价格卖着

好了 长篇大论之后呢 就是时候说故事了
有一位两年前还是三年前跟我买隐形眼镜的顾客竟然跑来投诉
说为什么我那时候卖她一双120元 现在却卖得那么便宜
小姐 试问两三年前谁买隐形眼镜不是那个价钱啊?
而且那时候的批发价比现在高得不得了
难道我那时候批发一双的价钱是90元我要以三年后的价钱卖你35元吗?
除非我头脑坏掉~!
再说 我还记得我16岁第一次买GEO隐形眼镜的时候
价钱是180元 你那120元有很了不起吗?

科技越来越发达 以前10个人只有1个人戴隐形眼镜
现在呢 走在路上你看那一个美眉不是戴着隐形眼镜的
读商业应该也知道 大量生产可以降低成本
成本一旦降低 卖价也自然会随成本降低吧
有时候做人不要太自我
在说话或做事之前请三思而后行





毕

检阅自己

是不是越往高处爬
越能够看清这个世界
是不是看得越多
越能够分辨是非真假

有时候
我们应该适时地从自己的角色离抽离
以旁观者的角度来检阅自己的角色

L.O.L

Found out this picture on Facebook just now.
"Thanks" Tan Fat Yong for posting this up huh~!
Well, see how stupid am I when I was working in Padini Concept Store.
I think I was warning Tan Fat Yong not to take any pictures of me that time, see my face, fierce enough like going to swallow someone into my stomach.

Not much to say, just showing you guys a funny picture of mine.
=P

Belated Birthday Celebration

Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIPI.
The belated birthday celebration, purposely one.
We purposely don't want to celebrate her birthday on 4th may, we make it 2 days later which is today.
Our plan was going on so well the whole day, nothing gone wrong.
She didn't know that we're going to celebrate her birthday with her, no hint for her at all.
We didn't wish her on her birthday, and we left her alone before the celebration let her lepak and had her lunch alone.
Sure she was feeling so upset and pek chek that time, but suprises came to her after that.

Will this be one of her unforgettable birthday?
I think, yes.
=)

视而不见

在某些情况下
我们只能够把自己的双眼蒙起来
看见的 视而不见

2 INCHES~!

Went to the saloon with my mum this morning, dyed and cut my hair.
My hair is 2 inches shorter now~! =(
It's so hard for my hair to grow 2 inches longer in 4 months time and now it's gone again.
I can't curl my hair now because it's not long enough.
T_T

Any idea how to let my hair grow faster?

Ignorance

Well, I found out something interesting when I was reading a girl's blog just now.
Know what she said?
She said that she earns nothing from Nuffnang since she has already joined it for months.
She even stressed that Nuffnang is a company who takes advantage of its members to advertise for its partners and clients.
She said Nuffnang is a LIAR~!

So now, I'm here to prove that Nuffnang is not a liar~!
From the picture above, you can clearly see that I've already earned RM100++ from Nuffnang and I'm still earning now.
It's really easy to earn from Nuffnang as long as your readers always click on those advertisements while viewing your blog.
You earn RM0.25 from each click.
To be remember, you've to follow the steps of the right way to add ads to your blog or webpage.
So, don't blame Nuffnang if you earn nothing.
You can only blame yourself that your readers are not willing to click on those advertisements for you or maybe you just don't have much readers.
I don't have a lot of readers but still I earn~!

Again, I want to stress that I do really earn from Nuffnang and many other bloggers do too~!
Sometimes, ignorance is not innocence but sin~!

听 . 海

从以前 一直到现在
我依然没变
心情不好的时候 最想去的地方还是海边
只有海风 和海浪
能够让我暂时忘去心里所有的烦恼

PD Trip with my Family.

Yeah, I'm here to show you my life in PD these two days.
To tell the truth, the trip is effing boring because most of the time we were staying in the hotel.
The only thing that we can do in the hotel is swim in the swimming pool which full of human all the time.

And yeah, she's the only one who enjoyed swimming in the pool.
See, she was so excited that she had already get ready to go to swim while she was in the car.

That night, we had our dinner beside the beach.
It's so romantic to have our dinner under the coconut trees, and the beautiful sunset was just right in front of us.
The food was not so nice but quite costy, but it's much more cheaper if compare to the hotel's buffet.

After dinner, adults were gambling and drinking in the living room.
My sister and I and some other kids were watching movie in the room.
We have nothing else to do and we went to bed at 11 something, so so so so so early wehhh~!

This morning, we went to another beach.
Ladies were buying beautiful carpets and kids were playing with the colorful windmill.
So what was the men doing?
They were busy repairing the punctured tyre under the big sun.
Oh ya, I bought the windmill which I was holding in the picture, red colour~!
=D

After that, we went to another seaside for lunch.
I'm still missing the taste of the delicious seafood, yummy yummy.

While we were on the way back, accident happened.
One of the car crashed into a big hole.
Fortunately, no one was injured and the men successfully pulled the car out from the big hole.

Before we went home, we visited my dad's little farm.
There are about 2000 chicks there.
Can you see, my niece doesn't afraid of the chick, she touched and kissed it.
So cute~!





That's all, hope that I didn't miss out anything of the trip.
Goodnight readers.
=)

Am going to Port Dickson for 2 days. Probably I'll not be able to update my blog for days or maybe just a day. Don't worry, I'll come back with a lot of pictures I swear. =)

So bad to say that I still want a cup of cappucino so bad right now, but I've already promised myself no more coffee during this sem break. So I think I'll just replace coffee with milk, healthy enough. =)

Happy International Labor Day. Goodbye readers. =)

矛盾

突然好像来一杯香浓的卡布吉诺
没有任何原因
只因为我不想这一夜这么快就结束

有时候自己真的很矛盾
想要早点入眠的夜晚偏偏辗转难眠
不想睡的这一夜偏偏睡意造反


=/