Sometimes, it's real so funny to know more about someone or understand someone who was so close to me once upon a time, from other people who were just strangers for me in the past.
I was so surprise, I wonder how could people changed into a totally different person in a very short time. People who you thought you understand the most has became the most familiar stranger. When things really happened, when it has already became the fact, we can only accept the fact and move on. But I just can't stop myself flashing back things that happened between me and that one person in the past, I start wondering how many lies had he told, and how many times I had been so stupid to believe the lies, again and again.
Worst still, this person is still lying to people around him, and I'm one of the important 'tools' he uses to get sympathy from others. He cheated his parents, he cheated his friends, even he cheated his partners. I wonder how hard is it for him to just admit all the bad things that he did, perhaps what he did in the past was just too wrong for him that he couldn't admit it now. This is so embarrassing.
He may have created my past and screwed up my present sometimes, but he has totally no control over my future. I should thank him for cheated me, hurt me that bad, and dumped me in the past. Now, I'm proud to say that I've already went through the pain, experiencing true happiness given by people around me, especially the boyfriend who pampers me all the time. I always laugh seeing him cheating people around him, creating lies again and again just to cover the lies that he has created. He must be a really clever person, because he needs creativity to always think of new lies, and also good memory to remember what he had cheated.
I don't know if he'll be reading my blog, but still I want to give him my last advice: Stop lying people even yourself, you can only move on by accepting your past and admit what you've done. It's time to grow up.
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