Tuesday, June 08, 2010

I Move On.


Had a great time with Ivan at Station 1 at Bukit Tinggi, just 3 hours but we actually talked a lot. It's really great to meet with a friend which you had never been seeing for so long, you'll find yourself have endless topic to talk about or endless questions to ask them just to keep yourself update.

Okay, back to my topic. Janet, Ccy, Ah Ling, AA, Wei Li and others who was involved in the whole incident, I'm actually going to tell you guys about my final decision. I think this will be a not-very-long-but-quite-long-post, but I do really hope you guys can finish reading it.

I still remember things get worst since the spammer spammed my blog, but we actually get closer and knew each other better after that. All of us have been suffering for a long time, keep figuring out the hidden truth and now we actually still don't get anything. Perhaps everyone is already tired of everything, nobody know what to do the next and nobody know what will happen in the next second. Perhaps things will become better, perhaps it'll not.

To tell the truth, I'm really tired. I decided to give up everything, I mean I don't want to know the truth anymore, it's no more important for me to know who actually did that and who actually lied. You can say I'm a coward, yes I don't think that I can overcome it if the truth isn't what I've expected. So what's for I try so hard to know the truth since I know that I may be feel sad then? Actually past is past, we need to move on to see the future.

Did you ever think of what you really want since the day you stepped into The One Academy? I do. I'm here to study, succeed my dreams one day and meet new friends, I'm not here to fight of care too much for things that will only lay me back. Since our assignments are high like a mountain and stress is the killer all the time, why still we bother things that we shouldn't bother? Why don't we put more efforts on our assignments since our parents paid for the expensive fees? Why don't we spent our precious time to do something meaningful than discussing about the meaningless matter?

What people want to say just let them say, they like to backstab just let them be, we just have to do our part well even do it the best. People in this age is no more stupid, they know what is wrong and what is right, they know how to differentiate good and bad. Sometimes, we don't have to stand out and speak a word, people who chooses to leave you just let them go. But remember, those who chooses to stay is the one that you should appreciate in your entire life.

Friends, we actually went through many things in these few months. Can we just forget all those unhappy memories and just remember those good one? I'll treat that nothing actually happen and we all friend back like last time. You? I need an answer from all of you. =)

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