Conspiracy.

To tell the truth, I'm really suffer right now. Why are there so many things happened on me? Can anybody please stop all those dramas for me? I'm so helpless, I don't know what to do, I'm lost~!

Everything is just seem like a conspiracy, a conspiracy of the god. I wonder why the god always treating me this way, why? I can't even see a little brightness in the dark, I can't even reach the end of this path, I can't even find a way out from the maze~! Hopeless. Should I believe what people always say, anything that doesn't kill you will only make you stronger?

I'm just way too stupid and naive. Now only I realized that this world is made of lies, nobody can be trusted even myself. I wish I could just hide myself in my own circle because the world is too complicated for me. =(